Lottery from weekend: Lost. Dang. Everything else: Slow. I feel like my brain is leaking out my ears. Where the hell is all the motivation. But I KNOW how this is. When I’m having ideas and am hugely productive I feel like I’ll never run out of ideas or steam. When I get like this I feel like I’ll never have another idea ever again and be unproductive for the rest of my life. It’s all ebbs and flows. I think I haven’t adequately figured out how to manage these down periods. I think I’m just afraid that I’m going to be like this forever. At times like this, it’s all about the small victories. And on the topic of small vitories, I did make a bunch of Jeopardy flash cards tonight though. If they ask me about the first twelve presidents or state flowers, I am SO up on that shit.