Sounds like you're suffering the beginnings of burnout. You probably just need to step back from this for a while, get some rest, give your head a shake, and reboot the head. We don't need you getting the musical equivalent of the Black Shakes.

We Porn On Beta fans look forward to your return. But don't rush this. Come back only when you feel like you are ready to do so.

 

Remember, where you were is gone, where you are going doesn't exist yet, and where you are now is no good unless you can get the frell away from it.

 

eh? yeah, you just need a break it sounds like. A candle burning from both ends soon finds itself to be out. i look forward also to hearing the new music, but don't mistake an eager crowd for anything other than that...eager. POB has put out great music so far, but not because they were told "you put out great music...keep it up"...its good because there was heart in it. Overworking and overthinking is not the same thing as putting heart into it.
oh, and don't make the mistake of thinking that one individual is not noteworthy...when you say that you are worth nothing, you start to feel that way. Fact is, if you were worth nothing to anyone at all, you wouldn't have friends around...much less a random person in cyberspace telling you that you in fact are not worthless or un-noteworthy. Seems to me (and i know nothing, so its all speculation) that you are trying to support everyone and everything else but yourself...take some time and make it about you...every human is entitled to 'me' time, where others don't matter for a while.
Anyway...i hope you guys keep up the good work, but not because you have fans, rather because you want to do something fun that you enjoy doing.