I am feeling a bit odd today.

Not odd in a bad way but distinctively different.....

Sometimes taking a day away from your routine is just enough of a catalyst to jump start your soul to stirring and your mind to wondering.

I knew that for the last few years I had been walking in a circle...and honestly I love circles because they connect your past, present , and future...but this circle I am speaking of has created deep ruts that have seemed to grow so high that from this angle they have appeared to be too tall to climb out of. I have always been an adventurous soul( mind you not careless just not afraid of whats different)...always willing to travel off the beaten path...always the forever gypsy. For some reason in the last few years I have allowed the words of the outside world to creep into my thinking and spill into my living.....I have settled into a state of being that is, while more in line with the status quo it is far removed from the true of essence of the soul of me... This state seems to be easier for the outside world to understand and swallow but it makes me feel confined and like I can't breath. I feel like an eagle locked in a box with no room to spread its wings. 

so you know what....I have just decided to stop walking for a moment and to sit in the center of this big cirlce I have created....and guess what I see?.........(to be continued)