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March 14, 2009 - Saturday 

Current mood:  betrayed
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There once was a girl who gave and gave. She gave and gave and they took and took and she still gave more of herself every time. Even when she couldn't give any more she still gave. And they took. Until one day, she awoke to find that there was barely anything left of her.....she had given it all to those who needed her. So she went away and crawled into her hole where she could reach into the depths of herself and discover the things that she needed to see to become whole again. In the meantime, the ones she had given to before became very angry. Why wasn't she there for them? They began spewing venom at her because they wanted her for themselves. No one who she helped even took a second to find out what was wrong with her. Little did they know she was once again locked away baring the ugliest depths of her soul to share with them, to help ease their sorrows. But they still wanted more. All they could think about was themselves and why she had went away and deserted them and their needs. They cursed her and spoke hateful about her behind her back. They sent her letters telling her that she owed them for who she was and that she was "fucking everything up", not once coming with any love or even acting like they cared for her because really, they didn't. You see they had yet to learn the lesson that she had learned a long time ago, so their selfish ways we're rotting for all to see....and the smell....the smell of the guilt and just the idea that they would act that way with someone who had given and given to them was putrid.

And when she came back. There was a new scar with which she bared. One that reeked of betrayal and deceit. A deep dark open wound spilling out for all the world to see once again. And it was uglier than ever.



When Judgment comes......you'll be fucked.


-mary magdalan
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natalieghastly™

 
i LOVE this....so.......intellectual & very inspiring :]]]
 
Posted by natalieghastly™ on March 14, 2009 - Saturday - 2:33 AM
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Haley Dangerous ™

 
I really loved this <3
 
Posted by Haley Dangerous ™ on March 14, 2009 - Saturday - 2:33 AM
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PoisonGirlSasa

 
You have just described my life right now (}) It's good to know there are others out there who feel the same. Right now it feels that everything is crashing down around me and listening to your album helps with that edge.
xx
 
Posted by PoisonGirlSasa on March 14, 2009 - Saturday - 2:33 AM
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Fabricated Violence ♥ [[F.C]] Necrophiliac

 
that hit a spot for me. i wrote a poem kinda like that a long time ago during my "depressed" stage. that hit home. thanks m.
m
 
Posted by Fabricated Violence ♥ [[F.C]] Necrophiliac on March 14, 2009 - Saturday - 2:34 AM
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Fabian
Fabian Leyva

 
this is fuken deep .. but so true.. wow.. you have a sik way with words but they mean so much..
 
Posted by Fabian on March 14, 2009 - Saturday - 2:34 AM
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Darion Wallace WrittenIncoldblood

 
WOW!!!!!!!!!!
 
Posted by ϟ.ılıBTF2.0!WRITTEN IN COLD BLOODılı.ϟ on March 14, 2009 - Saturday - 2:36 AM
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Miss Màdamn

 
I'm confused. Are you saying people really turned on you? I hope you're okay now - and then.
Nothing but love,

Caryl
 
Posted by Miss Màdamn on March 14, 2009 - Saturday - 2:36 AM
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verotik ♠
Ellie Mërcury

 
i literally feel this- at this very moment.



my heart is breaking :(
 
Posted by verotik ♠ on March 14, 2009 - Saturday - 2:37 AM
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tesla

 
This is beautiful.



Im putting it on my profile so everyone will know you wrote it.









I<3you.












MUCH love (:
 
Posted by tesla on March 14, 2009 - Saturday - 2:39 AM
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♫*~Nyx~*♫

 
Wow, this is good and very relatable ... but to everyone ... never give up on yourself do for you not for others and stay strong even if its the hardest thing its all you can do
 
Posted by ♫*~Nyx~*♫ on March 14, 2009 - Saturday - 2:40 AM
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Miss Anne Thrope

 
Wow... You have described exactly how I've felt my whole life... Powerful. Thank you, Mary.

 
Posted by Miss Anne Thrope on March 14, 2009 - Saturday - 2:41 AM
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GYB
Sick Bill

 
TELL EVERYONE TO SEND A DOLLAR...BET YOU'LL COME UP...SMILE MY HOMIE...YOU'RE A MUTHA FUCKIN ROCKSTAR!
 
Posted by GYB on March 14, 2009 - Saturday - 2:42 AM
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JIMMY C.
James Rogers

 
I read that and it was really good. But then I read the comments of the other people and I don't believe they understood a word of it, now i may be wrong but i don't think so.. Thanks for all your hard work and all you are a great artist and look forward to the upcoming album......
 
Posted by JIMMY C. on March 14, 2009 - Saturday - 2:42 AM
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Enna♪
Music Love

 
This is amazing and sad and inspirational and it teaches you something.



You're the greatest Mary, and I love you lol.



Keep smiling!
 
Posted by Enna♪ on March 14, 2009 - Saturday - 2:43 AM
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Chelsae ;p

 
i luv this!!!! i know what it feels like i am going through some stuff pretty much like this right now
 
Posted by Chelsae ;p on March 14, 2009 - Saturday - 2:43 AM
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JUNKI3 LOV3 {WTOTFW}
Jaime Junk

 
I don't think anyone realizes the amount of work you put in every day. Even wishing all your fans and friends happy birthday every day with over 170,000.




You make music for us. If that is not enough for these people then they do not understand what this is.




I love you Mary I would never tunr my back on you for not being "around" on myspace. Anyone who does ought to take a long look at thier life.






FAN FOR LIFE!!!


 
Posted by JUNKI3 LOV3 {WTOTFW} on March 14, 2009 - Saturday - 2:44 AM
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freddy

 
words that are so true
 
Posted by freddy on March 14, 2009 - Saturday - 2:44 AM
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TR!PL3 X-T!N@
Christina Manly

 
I can see myself in this somehow.


I like it.

 
Posted by TR!PL3 X-T!N@ on March 14, 2009 - Saturday - 2:45 AM
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Eli
Eli Cole

 
"they" are the scar... f*ck scars!
 
Posted by Eli on March 14, 2009 - Saturday - 2:47 AM
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Tina
Tina Guoladdle

 
whoa!
 
Posted by Tina on March 14, 2009 - Saturday - 2:47 AM
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SamiDredd

 
awesome writes, MM
 
Posted by SamiDredd on March 14, 2009 - Saturday - 2:47 AM
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†My Horror Space†
Will Kill

 
That's deep and really good!! It makes you think and wonder how you treat people. Thanks Mary...
 
Posted by †My Horror Space† on March 14, 2009 - Saturday - 2:48 AM
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The Vegan Overlord

 
The last line if PURE GOLD! =) <2
 
Posted by The Vegan Overlord on March 14, 2009 - Saturday - 2:48 AM
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BridgettBrigade{7-24-08}
Bridgett Howard

 
this is fucking deep.



and awesome,and beautiful... i love it
 
Posted by BridgettBrigade{7-24-08} on March 14, 2009 - Saturday - 2:48 AM
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ღThe Monster's Vomit™
Shanell Young

 
Wow, this blog is exactly how I feel inside... Those people will get theirs in the end. You keep your head up. Only amazing people can write and sing the way you do ja :D you're one in a million...
 
Posted by ღThe Monster's Vomit™ on March 14, 2009 - Saturday - 2:49 AM
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ღThe Monster's Vomit™
Shanell Young

 
Wow, this blog is exactly how I feel inside... Those people will get theirs in the end. You keep your head up. Only amazing people can write and sing the way you do ja :D you're one in a million...
 
Posted by ღThe Monster's Vomit™ on March 14, 2009 - Saturday - 2:49 AM
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Angel FukK

 
wow. i just went through something like this. and just those words as i read them.... i felt lk i was reading that chapter of my life and reliving the hurt all over again.
tht was really deep && fkkn kickass!
 
Posted by ×|R|A|N|D|A|× on March 14, 2009 - Saturday - 2:49 AM
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DJ VULGAR(Nvasionradio.com)6/11pmSun.
Kenny DJ vulgar

 
wow i love this and it really hits home i would explain and go into it but not on here :)


 
Posted by DJ VULGAR(Nvasionradio.com)6/11pmSun. on March 14, 2009 - Saturday - 2:50 AM
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Amanda

 
wow, so right on with everything you said. I really enjoyed reading this.
Got me thinking, thanks much!



 
Posted by Amanda on March 14, 2009 - Saturday - 2:51 AM
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Bryan
Bryan Dorough

 
sounds like your going through some shit again,if you wanna vent to someone who wont spill your wrenches into other peoples minds,im here!!!!!
 
Posted by Bryan on March 14, 2009 - Saturday - 2:53 AM
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ComSat Angels
ian cunningham

 
No-One Judges Me & I'm Open-Minded On Being F*cked!
 
Posted by ComSat Angels on March 14, 2009 - Saturday - 2:54 AM
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Nikki

 
sounds like my life... ...your music helps with the rage on the inside..I may not show on the outside...much love and dont forget ya can get rich on the book market to... keep rockin it the way you do!
 
Posted by Nikki on March 14, 2009 - Saturday - 2:54 AM
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†口さけ女†

 
wow. that's just wow. that's powerful.
thanks for posting! <3
 
Posted by †口さけ女† on March 14, 2009 - Saturday - 2:55 AM
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ϟ ✮{[ Ree.Uh.™}]✮ ϟ

 
wow that was beautiful, i really liked that..(:



 
Posted by ϟ ✮{[ Ree.Uh.™}]✮ ϟ on March 14, 2009 - Saturday - 2:55 AM
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ComSat Angels
ian cunningham

 
No-one Judges me & i'm open-minded on being f*cked!
 
Posted by ComSat Angels on March 14, 2009 - Saturday - 2:55 AM
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ComSat Angels
ian cunningham

 
No-One Judges Me & I'm Open-Minded On Being F*cked!
 
Posted by ComSat Angels on March 14, 2009 - Saturday - 2:56 AM
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Anthony

 
Hi. I've found your blog to be quite intriguing. The emotional depth is dark and alluring. I couldn't take my eyes away from a single word. I'm sorry if this blog is sincere, but the creativity is enticing.

 
Posted by Anthony on March 14, 2009 - Saturday - 2:57 AM
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★TARA★

 
Thank You .... That's what selfish takers are supposed to say to the Giver... We givers never hear it so alas, we tell each other..... from one giver to another - Thank You!
 
Posted by ★TARA★ on March 14, 2009 - Saturday - 2:59 AM
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★TARA★

 
Thank You .... That's what selfish takers are supposed to say to the Giver... We givers never hear it so alas, we tell each other..... from one giver to another - Thank You!
 
Posted by ★TARA★ on March 14, 2009 - Saturday - 2:59 AM
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★TARA★

 
Thank You .... That's what selfish takers are supposed to say to the Giver... We givers never hear it so alas, we tell each other..... from one giver to another - Thank You!
 
Posted by ★TARA★ on March 14, 2009 - Saturday - 2:59 AM
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Phil
Phil Leaver

 
Cool, thats awesome wordz! ;>!<3
 
Posted by Phil on March 14, 2009 - Saturday - 3:00 AM
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jeshie :D
Marry Waarnar

 
you are so right

you describe my life

all i do is give and give and everyone pretty much snatches

and then i get teased for doing drugs and being "emo"

life sucks

but with you and your music around me

nothing matters

your amazing

xx
 
Posted by jeshie :D on March 14, 2009 - Saturday - 3:03 AM
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~♥April♥~

 
This is FUCKING AWESOME!! LOVE THIS!!!!
 
Posted by ~♥April♥~ on March 14, 2009 - Saturday - 3:07 AM
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.Myriam.
Myriam Plante

 
Much Junkie love to you, Mary <3
 
Posted by .Myriam. on March 14, 2009 - Saturday - 3:07 AM
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Jenny♔G[enocide] ™

 
I can relate to that girl ... motherfucking JUDGMENT ... I'm waiting on it.

 
Posted by Jenny♔G[enocide] ™ on March 14, 2009 - Saturday - 3:08 AM
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Neko Chan (=^-^=)
Benji Barr

 
That's a lesson i wish people would open their eyes and understand such things. It seems like in those situations you lose either way. One ya lose everything or your looked down upon and shunned. It's unfair but that is the truth. Very well put and beautiful writing even for something this sad.

 
Posted by Neko Chan (=^-^=) on March 14, 2009 - Saturday - 3:09 AM
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*S*H*E*L*L*E*Y*

 
WOW ! This touched, well actually "PENETRATED" a nerve with me !!! You wrote exactly what my soul has been screaming forever, but I myself didn't have the words for !!! Thank you and I am so very sorry that you have been hurt like this !!!


I just ordered your CD and some swag today, I haven't stopped listening to the downloads since I the first time I heard them, I NEED the CD for my car, your lyrics and the emotion of your voice is amazing !!! I hope you get to Milwaukee, WI at some point on tour, that would be sweet !


Much Luv From WI
 
Posted by *S*H*E*L*L*E*Y* on March 14, 2009 - Saturday - 3:09 AM
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candace&&justin;;[bth]
Tom Riddle

 
I absolutely love this.

 
Posted by candace&&justin;;[bth] on March 14, 2009 - Saturday - 3:09 AM
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†☠♥{§@r¥}♥☠†

 
WOW!!!


makes people think really think


but U know theres is a girl that have always been here 4 U since the beginning and that will always be here, because she LOVES U AND UR MUSIC VERY MUCH.

 
Posted by †☠♥{§@r¥}♥☠† on March 14, 2009 - Saturday - 3:10 AM
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Ximovana
Natalie Jade G.

 
I still love you babe, don't be sad and don't worry about that.




I LOVE YOU and I am so thankful for what you've done for me, you saved my life!







- JADE (Crucifix Mafia Hitwoman)
 
Posted by Ximovana on March 14, 2009 - Saturday - 3:14 AM
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