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I'm alive. I can breathe, and think clearly. My thoughts are so visceral and conscise its hard to determine which side I should choose to believe. On one side the man i've known, battles with the ugly boy he sees in the mirror. How long can he tell himself he was meant for so much more? He's streched his patience so thin, its almost no longer visable. You can't remake what you've already burned. So he keeps his lighter to the clock, burning away his time left on this earth; just to keep track of the time. The other side presents a strong individual. Free in his thinking, at times bias, and opinionated, but overall pure. He is resilient. He's come across alot of hard times, but has preservered in the face of adversity. Regardless of what side i pick today, I'm still Oliver. And finally for once in my life i'm begining to understand this. I'm not bound by the past, but judged by what I plan on doing with the future.

I'm one step closer to finding my life.

hopefully, i'm there when i find it.

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