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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 21
Sign: Virgo

City: dover
State: Delaware
Country: US
Signup Date: 1/21/2005
Tuesday, December 30, 2008 

Current mood:  relaxed
I went to new york today. we saw the city, and it was great but there's so much more to see.....not just there, but everywhere. I'm starting to realize what I really want in life. I want to travel all over. I want to see as much as I can of the world before I'm gone. I find every place that I've been to to be so amazing in its own way. like today, for instance, the drive to new york was an experience in itself....between trying to find the radio stations that play the music you wanna hear and then stopping at the rest stop and seeing people all around and wondering to myself..hmm, I wonder where all of these other people are headed to, and are they happy? I wonder about other people all the time. it's cool cause it always remains somewhat of a mystery. if you wonder about complete strangers and don't go out of your way to talk to them, your wonder will always just be a wonder. it's nice to have unknown around cause it always leaves you thinking. sometimes, I used to want to know everything. I thought it'd be the best to know the unknown in its entirety. but now, I would never want that. it makes life more interesting and gives people reasons to have that variance in opinion. it creates beliefs. but anyway, I guess I'm sloping off subject. the city has that lively feel to it. I love it. so many people, so much style, so much culture. everyone's there for a different reason, on a different mission. I wasn't ready to leave but that just means a trip lies ahead in the future which is always nice. I love having something to look forward to. I love the thought of an adventure and a good time. I'm still learning so much but I just want to start living. I want to achieve what I set out to do. I want to make the most of this life that I'm fortunate to have. we got back home late, lit it up, chilled, and then my next destination was home. after a day in jampacked busy busy city surroundings, it was a real mellow drive home. the sky was so open and starry, and the roads were pretty deserted. it seems kinda lonely here a lot of the time. I think I'm inching closer and closer to figuring out where I want to move to once I get enough money saved up for a stable life. it's gonna be an eye opener when that day arrives cause I've lived in the same spot my entire life. I feel like once I move away, I'll be forced to finally take care of myself on my own. independence will grow, and a new chapter in my life [adulthood] will begin. I'm nowhere near ready for it but it needs to happen
7:16 AM
 
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