"Did I Fall for My Assignment" 

I've sheltered my feelings with so much Confinement

Wondering could he be for Me

or did I fall in love with my Assignment

Confused, curious if God appointed this

person as a friend in my life or did He

bring him to me so that he could make

me his wife.

He is everything I dreamed he would Be

His persona is refreshing to my soul

It's like sitting on the porch in the summer

Drinking Sweet Tea

Is it possible?

Could it be his heart in which I hold the key

I have been praying for this love so long

on my knees until I actually fear that I

may fail to see that this man could

actually be the one for me.

I'm standing as I declare my boldness

That I will jump out into the Sea

"What have I got to loose"? you see

In the midst hoping that I don't get rejected

like the Debris that comes from a Tree.

I admit I'm afraid

I feel like I just got a new job

and it's my first day as a Trainee.

Can somebody help Me?

This man could possibly be the one to set me Free.

Fearful of love has caused me to build many

walls. It leaves me questioning daily does

he even recognize who I am at All. Hoping

that other women doesn't catch his attention

and causes for him to ask for a Recall.

Is it my friend or my assignment in whom

I fell in Love?

"I give up"

I think it's all of the Above.

written by: Roshunda Buchanan – 07/08/07