Ok i am so depressed right now and pissed off at the government,  Hiedi lost her disabilty (SSI) they seem to tink she was not participating in her program, to which she has been since Feb.  so now that is gone we have lost close to 700 in income.  I am fighting to pay medical bills.   NOW of all times when all this stupid crap is going on my car has issues. MIGHT BE BREAK PADS,  I do not have 250.00 for shop to fix them.  and i cannot find anyone who knows how to.  I so wish John was alive because he use to know some people who  would help. so now i may not be able to drive my car,  I am so stressed, i really want to run and hide.  I am sick and tired of the cost of everything that makes it harder for people like us to survive.   oh and to top it all off, the taxes on my car is due in August so when in the hell am I suppose to come up with 360.00 for that PLUS pay for my stupid husbands speeding ticket?   And we cannot get help from anyone because we make a few dollars more than which is required for a family of 3.  we are working to full time jobs and NOW 2 small part time jobs and it is still not enough. which also i have to buy extra food now so Hiedi can eat because of the pregnacy.   SO as you can see i am pissed, I am worn, I am tired I am sad, and depressed and PISSED.

I hope rest of you is having a better summer.