judge me. see what I care.

These memories,
They're haunting me,
Its becoming too real,
I wish they'd go away.
So I wouldn't have to feel it anymore.

Why keep holding on,
to everything that was lost
& for so long,
pretend to be strong,
even after you're gone.

Just let me go, forget
the past memories of
of everything we used to be
Because soon enough you'll see,
you're better off without me here,

I know you remember me,
even after I forgot you,
I wish you didn't leave,
but you left,
and Im breaking without you here.

I gave in, too early, to you.
I shouldn't hurt to get over you,
I'll never be good enough for you,
so let me go now, stop holding on to me.

Your only breaking me more,
walk away now, while you still have the chance,
before its too late,
and you cause more regret, cause more pain,
I cant go through it again.

I try to refuse, I try to say no,
but the abuse remains,
scars are all the same,
they'll never heal, or go away
I can't escape you, I love you.

Its raining from my eyes,
Its black as night in the the back of my mind,
Please, let me go.
Turn your back on me again.

If you loved me,
you would have been by my side.
been there, held me when I cried.
and after I looked around,
you were nowhere to be found.

I gave you all I had,
not thinking twice,
about the situation at hand.
You know i'd never hurt you that way.

Leave me again, while you can,
I don't wanna fight anymore.