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M. Joshua Cauller


Last Updated: 12/2/2009

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Age: 26
State: Pennsylvania

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February 13, 2009 - Friday 

My exploration on the mountain caused me to find myself at the lip of
the halfpipe with the gentleman across from me asking whether or not I
was going to go. With no time to think, I nodded in the affirmative and
dove in.

I had just learned how to ski properly (without crashing 2+ times every
run) and I didn't have enough time to think about how I would fare in
trick-territory. All I knew was that my adrenaline was pumping.

So, as I wiped out halfway down the halfpipe, I didn't notice that I
ripped my hand open on the icy incline. Though, as I rendezvoused with
Heather and Matt at the bottom, it became obvious that I was bleeding
kinda bad. So we went to the First-Aid lodge.

I thought the whole thing was both fun and funny. So, as the nurse was
finishing up other people before treating my hand, I sat there with my
feet kicking, all smiles.

Matt and Heather seemed to rather enjoy the circumstance as well.

But what really stuck out to me was the gentle touch of the nurse as
she put the Neosporin on my wounds. Immediately as this was happening,
a song by Wovenhand came to mind. The song, 'Truly Golden' has this
brilliant refrain: "He gives a woman's touch."

Now, I very rarely have physical interaction with women. So when I do, it's very loud to me.

This time, it really reminded me of how God's is so incredibly gentle
in discipline. The song is about how He chastises us, His loves, with a
woman's touch. There I was simply receiving medical attention, and this
God's feminine touch begins to take on a deeper sense of meaning to me.

I guess I just didn't realize how gentle a woman's touch can be.

The next day (on Sunday morning), Monte (my church leader), brought up
the subject of church bells and shofars. He asked, "What is the purpose
of a church bell?"

I realized that I never really thought about it. "What are church bells for?" I asked myself.

Monte had his Yemenite shofar (ram's-horn trumpet) in his hand when he
asked this question, so I knew the answer. It was a call to worship. A
loud one. One that interrupts the normal flow of things. I realized
that this is an odd thing: God uses a gentle woman's touch for
correction and a loud interrupting trumpet blast for when its time for
us to celebrate.

On that note, I think I hear some shofars and church bells...

'Truly Golden' by Woven Hand:
http://www.last.fm/music/Woven+Hand/_/Truly+Golden

chi
crak monkie

 
what party hae you been to when its quiet, a quiet party really isnt a party, but nuturing is peaceful and quiet serene and blissfull and has a composure, so when we celebrate we lose our inambitions and let lose and have fun

i try snowboarding that didnt work out too well

if you ever cut yourself tape and paper towels it does the trick everytime, if your lucky you have crazy glue handy and no need for a band aide if your quick enough with it

but for some reason people hurting themselves is usually funny, i dont know why but it is
 
Posted by chi on February 13, 2009 - Friday - 5:36 AM
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Beard

 
I admit I haven't read your blogs in awhile... But I liked reading this one.

 
Posted by Beard on February 13, 2009 - Friday - 7:47 AM
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Victor-Emmanuel

 
May you'll travel one day through the world, and islamic country to heard the Aydhan, 5 time the day... :) Allahou Akbar, Allahou Akbar (God is the more important) Come to the prayer...

Bon week-end
 
Posted by Victor-Emmanuel on February 13, 2009 - Friday - 1:44 PM
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Brown Sugar

 
I hope you are feeling better!
 
Posted by Brown Sugar on February 14, 2009 - Saturday - 8:10 PM
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Victor-Emmanuel

 
Yes! Women and the care! A merciful! :)
 
Posted by Victor-Emmanuel on February 15, 2009 - Sunday - 12:04 AM
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Nicole
Nicole Pauling

 
When I was in college we spent a lot of time in my judeo-christian scriptures class talking about the feminine aspects of God. This just brought that to the forefront for me. We're all part of the same whole, perhaps different, perhaps not but all with vital roles to play.


What a wonderful note :)

Thanks, Josh for your insights.

 
Posted by Nicole on February 17, 2009 - Tuesday - 1:21 AM
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M.joshua
M. Joshua Cauller

 
I'm glad it helped reinforce that importance.
;)
 
Posted by M.joshua on February 17, 2009 - Tuesday - 3:09 AM
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