it still hurts, to think of you
still i'm lost, still i'm gone,
still im crying, how could you,

i thought i was through,
I thought i knew the truth,
you knew just what to say,
and I just knew...

~~~~~
if love could only go away,
if I could push you away,
if he could take my pain away,
if they could only, If I could just go away.
~~~~~

I cant even tell who i am anymore,
i've been hiding in myself,
fake smiles and dispassionate lies,
cant look at my mirror, cant do this anymore,

I just want to end this sin inside of me,
take away this senseable insanity,
make my heart let this memory free,
why cant my eyes let me see,

~~~~~
if love could only go away,
if I could push you away,
if he could take my pain away,
if they could only, if I could just go away.
~~~~~

maybe someday i will smile,
and he and i can sit down for awhile,
he will tell me he loves me too,
and I wont think of you.