AM I CRAZY OR IS EVERYTHING THESE DAYS JUSY SO FREAKIN BORING OR REDUNDANT? I AM ON THIS NEVERENDING ROUTINE AND I FEEL INSANE. WHAT DO NORMAL PEOPLE DO AFTER THEY LOSE SOMEONE TO DEATH AND THEN THEY LOSE THEIR SPOUSE WHICH TO ME FEELS LIKE A TYPE OF DEATH ALSO. HOW DOES ONE START TO LIVE.I CANT HARDLY MAKE MYSELF GET THE COURAGE TO STAY CURRENT ON GROCERY SHOPPING. I MEAN LIFE HAS TO GO ON CAUSE I HAVE KIDS BUT I LITERALLY ONLY DO WHAT I HAVE TO. ANYONE UNDERSTAND? PLEASE LET ME KNOW.
MISS MOMMY