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Whatever that means? Truely? True to yourslef. Not sure, I sit here writing this as a artist, musician, producer and I think to myself, where are we going? Not sure. Everyone is trying to grasp on what the next best thing will be. I say, "who cares". Musically, I do what I want, I am biased only to myself, though my statement of "who cares" my seem bias to someone else. So be it!
Recently, I've changed my business plan, it pains me to release my artists who have also become my friends and extended family. It also pains me that I have not met thier requirments as a label head and for this I truely regret and take responsibility for. I am truely sorry my friends. I would also like to thank these same friends for remaining my friends and understanding my dilema. You are truely my brothers.
Music. What does it mean to me. Almost everything. Where is it going? Not Arabic pop, that's for damn sure. I have to thank BDSS for at least making it available and accessable to a more broader audience, but only in a limited fashion. It is Belly Dance for Belly Dancers and I haven't really seen much growth in audience. But I have seen a growth of sales thanks to BDSS. Is it old hat? Where do old hats go? In the closet. Which brings me to why I started writing this in the first place.
Gorgon Days, the next Solace release is complete. It is a diary of fear, ,mis-understandings and insecurity. It has forced me to look inward to seek an answer. You will not be disappointed with this record, it's some of my best work, even better than Opium Head. I can't wait to share it with you.
I've all ready started work on the next Solace, oddly enough. Gorgon Days allowed me to explore a different realm in which I've decided to go further with. It is more masculine, more raw. It is purposful with extreme intent about anger, dissatisfaction and pain. Feelings most people don't like to think about. Done are the days of song titles called "Dancing Wind" or "Desert Oasis". How much can we stand for crying out loud. It's time to dig deep and be honest even if it hurts and reveals a sensitive and vunerable side. I think most belly dancing music lacks this, it has become more focused on what "belly dance" is. I don't even know what belly dance music is supposed to sound like anymore! I'm a sculpter of sound, not a rehasher, some of my distributors don't see progression and don't understand why I'm doing what I'm doing. In fact they ARE just distributors, and that's all! They are 10 years behind, thinking of the olden days. Those days are gone. I've gravitated to a more grungier view on music. I have to thank Maduro and Knossos for this, they have set a bar. But I have to follow my path, my musical visions, not thiers, they just opened my eyes to the possibility of it. Now I'm going to take the bull by the horns and go with it.
Uncomfortablness in a song is a great song. It forces emotions that we are not comfortable feeling. I have to thank my work companions at UPS for ignoring me and seeing me as a threat. I say thank you! You have made me fight for my right to have this job and provide for my family. I can take on any challenge and overcome it. It scares them that I can do this, I don't know why. I help them everyday, but they tell me to slow down. They are threatened by me. In some way, I like it, I like the challenge. These feelings are being reflected in my music and I love it! The music has become a challenge, so bring it!
Thank you all for reading, Solace is changing. EMP is changing. What's to come is only a vision of what I want and expect to hear from this community. Challenge yourselves, but most importantly...listen with openess and honesty.
Jeremiah
1:17 AM
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