my new favorate song for the time being... not sure if it means nothing, but seems to be fitting for the time being... Mario Winans ft- P Diddy over the Ready or Not beat: I Don't Want to Know. you know how it goes: i don't want to know, if your playing me, keep it on the low, cause my heart can't take it anymore. and if you're creeping please don't let it show, oOo baby i don't want to know. i think about it when i hold you, but looking in your eyes i can't believe, i don't need to know the truth, baby keep it to yourself, i don't want to know. anyhow more purge about being lost... just am. haha. nothing more to say... nothing more to do, just wait and see what happens... history seems to repeat itself... chances lost, opporunities missed... nothing gained... only dispair... ... ... ... ... or i'm just playing myself... suxors... told myself not again. ... but here i go again. my ::rawwr:: is turning into a whimper and there's nothing i can do. what the fuck is going on?