"won't even talk about it
won't even think about it
it's all too deep...my soul." -Bilal



The man was and is a feeling that i have no words to even begin to describe.
Electrifying energy permeated his being giving off sparks to those of us who
craved the essence that was him. Beyond and embodied within that feeling is
the love, kindness, humanity, social consciousness, understanding, giving,
selflessness--beauty.

Even with the evil spirited and disrespectful media hype and drama in
general, he always was and will be sacred in my world.

Originally I'd intended to come here and talk about a shady experience I had
in Atlanta last Wednesday, but that all became insignificant last Thursday
at 4:41 pm central time as I drove across the Mobile River in Alabama tuned
in to 92.9 FM and heard the words "Michael Jackson...cardiac arrest." 

I haven't felt this numb and out of balance since New Orleans and hundreds
of its people went under water. 

And thank goodness for the two people close to me who get it....who really
understand and relate to this deeply passionate admiration and affection without a word being spoken on it.

Miike!!

wow!

peace!