lol.  you are normal mandy.. I think everyone thinks like that sometimes ... soooooooooo you don't need therpy.  lol I think where i would be if i didn't make the choices that i did when i was younger but i don't think i could be any happier then i am right now.. lol  I love my hubby to death and o gosh i love my little man sooooooooooo much.. TTYL girl.. keep in touch.

 

No honey all this is perfectly normal. I am no psychology major but I like to think I give good advice. I have thought about many of those things. Just remember that we are human and hind sight is 20/20!  Some of the choices we have made are bad and some good and some were bad at the time but turned out good and some good at the time and turned bad! LOL confused yet? LOL!  Life is one big experiment and we are all failing scientists! We just take what we get and sometimes go back to the drawing board and sometimes to the celebration of our sucess. But don't dwell on the what if's you have to live for today hope for tomorrow and learn from the past! Oh and you have to laugh about green vodka! HAHA! Just had to throw that one in there!
 

It is totally normal to feel that way.  Look at me second marriage finally to guy A.  Woo hoo!  But I have the same thoughts.  What if I would have gone into the army what if I would have waited till marriage.  The thing that you need to think of is wow if I had I wouldnt have this amazing husband who is my other half and these amazing kids who I thank god for everyday.  But yes it is normal just dont let your self be brought down by these thoughts.
love ya.