Dude I'm right there with you.  When I got fucked over at my job in Livingston NOBODY would talk to me or call.  Then when I decided to quit smoking & gained 50 lbs everybody had fun with the fat jokes.  Oh but the best was when My front tooth got knocked out and EVERYBODY couldn't stop bashing on me....yeah but you know what?  Fuck em.  Yes your early 20's are terrible.  I'm going to be 27 and finally realized that the whole state of montana can felch my dead grandparents.  Who the fuck is anybody within 400 miles of us have any fucking right to judge others, when all of us "freaks" know that Montana is 7 years behind anything cool.  Look man anythime you wanna go out and see a movie or scream at bums under the bridges, or at the exits....just let me know....I'm here for ya man.
 

Hey I would to get to know u more. You seem so cool. It would be cool to email or talk to you someday.
 

At 40, I cannot remember what my mid 20s were like however, my mid 30s were like you described. It did get better - eventually. Best unsolicisted advice I can offer: You have to be the catalyst for the change you seek and, to quote Evita "It is hard to keep momentum when it is you, that you are following." Any friend who offers to go hang out to get you out of the house, take them up on it! I remember I had lost steam and was letting laundry pile up. Dirty and clean. I called a friend to come over and be with me to help fold and keep me company while I washed. To go shopping for food, I called friends. Anything to just get me moving. In 1519, when Cortez and his men landed on the shores of Mexico, he burned all their ships. Their choice: march inland and conquer Tenochtitlan or be marooned. At 19, I packed whatever I could fit in to a duffel bag and bought a 1 way ticket to Amsterdam and hoped for the best. I lived there 3 years. You want to go someplace diferent and disappear, then do it! You're truly the only one stopping you. Only one person you can count on 100% of the time: yourself. Only one person will let you down 100% of the time: yourself.