Sitting alont again looking at four walls,
As another dear drop falls.
Screaming in the dark knowing noone hears me,
But i still dont care becuase right now my head isnt where it needs to be.
Sitting here with eyes full of sadness and a heart full of anger,
I know that all that will come of this is danger.
I miss my better days,
When i was sooo much better in so many different ways.
From the outside i look calm, cool, and collective,
So noone even understands i just need someone to be suppotrive.
The ones who know me best,
Can look in my eyes and tell i need rest.
The words of people have taken a toll on me,
But maybe one day they will realize what they have done and made me be.
The pain in my back gives me a since of life,
But then i look back with a heart full of strife.
It got this way from trying to please and impress everyone,
Now i just need someone.
I'm tired of thinking of what could have been,
or maybe what should have been.
Its all over and done with,
Thats why tonight im sitting here with this fifth.
The burning of this whiskey is the reason im in pain,
Its actually the only reason why im still alive and or sain.
I've been through alot in vein,
Hell I have even stood by myself in the rain.
Noone realizes i constantly fight my demons,
And i constantly look for new reasons.
Here lately the more i sit in the dark alone,
I find comfort in the silence of the tone.
So go ahead walk out of my life like most everyone does,
And i will sit here and think about how it was.
One day i will realize i pushed you away,
And then it will be to late you will have gone astray.