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Gender: Male
Status: Married
Age: 51
Sign: Aries

City: City of maybe not evil, but impure thoughts
State: California
Country: US
Signup Date: 6/7/2006
Tuesday, September 15, 2009 
It's funny how people come in and out of your life. In 1983 I got offered a gig on the island of Kauai in the Hawaiian Islands. What 25 year-old could resist the offer of a summer in Hawaii? 2 months of steady work in a club right on the beach. Pretty cool. 

As fate would have it, on the other side of the very small island they were filming the movie, "Uncommon Valor" with Gene Hackman. One of the cast members was a young, unknown guy by the name of Buddy Swayze. His name was Patrick, but he insisted I call him Buddy - that's what his friends called him. This was a year before Dirty Dancing and six years before Ghost. 

He would come into the club, listen to band and hang out with us. After about a week, he invited us to the set. So by day we hung out with Buddy - either on the set or at the beach, body surfing and generally enjoying Hawaii. By night, we would play at the bar while he hung out and had a few beers. 

I specifically remember one day on the beach - just him and me. We sat for a couple of hours just talking about what we were going to do with our lives. He was going to be a movie star and I was going to be a rock star, (at least one of us made it). We talked about raising families, religion, politics, where we'd been and where we were going - or at least thought we were going.

I spent the better part of two months hanging out with him. It felt like we would be friends for a long time. We exchanged numbers and promised that we'd get together back in LA and raise some hell. But life doesn't work that way. We both left the island and I didn't see him again for several years. When I did run into him, we were both very different people. Just a handshake and a "nice to see you." No sign that we had been pretty good friends - at least for two months.

I have often thought about how life is like a series of small windows opening and closing. Almost like riding on a train. You look out the window at a scene so beautiful, you swear to remember every detail - then it's gone. Just a faint memory that almost feels like it never happened at all. But it did happen - even if only for a moment.

I guess the idea is to string enough of these windows together to make a life for yourself. I have a pretty good life and Patrick Swayze was a small part of it.

I'll miss ya, Buddy.

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Mal

 
il miss him very much..i grew up on his movies..ghost dirty dancing roadhouse..all those..still cant believe he's gone..awesome that you got to hang with him brian
 
Posted by Mal on Tuesday, September 15, 2009 - 3:54 AM
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Denise
Denise Moore

 
That must have been an amazing summer! Thanks for sharing your memories Brian.
 
Posted by Denise on Tuesday, September 15, 2009 - 4:00 AM
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shantelvengenz♥

 
Thanks real cool. You're a lucky man.
 
Posted by shantelvengenz♥ on Tuesday, September 15, 2009 - 4:14 AM
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shantelvengenz♥

 
Thats real cool. You're a lucky man.
 
Posted by shantelvengenz♥ on Tuesday, September 15, 2009 - 4:14 AM
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Lynn

 
What awesome memories to have with such an outstanding human being. RIP Patrick!
 
Posted by Lynn on Tuesday, September 15, 2009 - 4:14 AM
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-BARRON-
Barron Oglesby

 
God is Great, Beer is good, and People are crazy man.

 
Posted by -BARRON- on Tuesday, September 15, 2009 - 4:18 AM
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Moon Beam Reflections
Amanda Cook

 
..Brian that is so beautiful. That statement is so very true. I agree with you, we truly do need to capture every single moment we can in this life...like you said even if it is only just a few mere moments.
Patrick Swayze was a great actor and I know he will be missed by all the lives he has touched. Thanks for sharing those memories with us. That was so very sweet of you!! :)
Have a great week!! :)
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Posted by Moon Beam Reflections on Tuesday, September 15, 2009 - 4:18 AM
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Jon
Jon Cervoni

 
Thats really cool.  Your right though, about the windows, it all happens so fast, and goes away before you know it, and you never really know what you have until its gone.
 
Posted by Jon on Tuesday, September 15, 2009 - 4:18 AM
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Sparrowhawk

 
..Brian I know this may sound mushy, but, what the hell right? Brian you may have thougth back many times and thought how could this have been different? If I hadn't done that then would this have happened? If I could have been a little more this and a little less this...? That's all those things are "what if?" I'd bet my life that Mr. Swayze (Buddy) thought about you everyday wondering if you had become that big rock star and had a few "what if's" of his own wishing that he could've hung out with you one last time. But the other thing I'd bet my life on is this despite the "what if's" that Mr. Swayze (Buddy) had I'll bet that when he turned on the TV to Comedy Central and watched the Christmas Special and saw you playing your music Mr. Swazye (Buddy) said "I remember those two months oh so long ago. Looks like we both got to where we wanted to go. Brain may not be a rock star as planned but he was always a very funny man and this...this is what I got to be around for that short time in the long ago summer." Peace out Brian like I said I know it sounds mushy, but, hey sometimes mushy is the only way to get the right words out. I'm really sorry you lost a friend, Brain. :(

                                                 REST IN PEACE PATRICK SWAYZE.. 
 
Posted by Sparrowhawk on Tuesday, September 15, 2009 - 4:37 AM
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Bianca [A7X ES]
Bianca Long

 
Ok, that made me cry. Your philosophy very much reminds me of my own. Thank you for sharing.

Oh and Patrick Swayze was AWESOME in point break. I love that movie.

 
Posted by Bianca [A7X ES] on Tuesday, September 15, 2009 - 4:54 AM
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Heather

 
It's so sad... he was taken too soon. That's so sweet that you have some memory with him to hold onto and look back upon. Thanks so much for sharing it. :) It's what we should do when someone passes - of course be sad about it, but still reflect on those little moments.
 
Posted by Heather on Tuesday, September 15, 2009 - 4:55 AM
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Neil

 
Rest in peace Patrick.
 
Posted by Neil on Tuesday, September 15, 2009 - 5:06 AM
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Tammy
Tammy Ferguson

 
Thank you for sharing your story...I so understand how that span of time meant so much to you, and in the grand scheme of things, seemed to mean just a little to "Buddy." I would be willing to bet though that had you been able to spend five minutes to recall your time together WITH him he would have remembered the same way that you did.

I love your blogs Brian.  You have a practical, touching, and touching style that many of us admire.  God Bless.

RIP Patrick...All my love to his family and many friends.

 
Posted by Tammy on Tuesday, September 15, 2009 - 5:22 AM
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Rachel
Rachel Staub

 
..thanks for sharing your memories of that summer with Buddy.   He was an amazing actor.  But more importantly he was an amazing dancer as well.   I think that is what made Dirty Dancing work so well.   He didn't have to act in it at all.   It was the best of both worlds for him.  I always said my conection to him was the he married his wife Lisa on the exact same day as I was born.   I thought that was pretty cool....RIP Patrick aka Buddy.  We will all miss you dearly...
 
Posted by Rachel on Tuesday, September 15, 2009 - 5:52 AM
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Grizzie
Stephanie Bell

 
All I can say Brian, is thanks.  Thanks for sharing something obviously very special to you and thank you for saying what those of us who have been Patrick Swayze fans forever wanted to say.  He will be sorely missed.
 
Posted by Grizzie on Tuesday, September 15, 2009 - 6:01 AM
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Nannetta

 
Thank-you for sharing this special time with your fans. You both made it in my opinion.
 
Posted by Nannetta on Tuesday, September 15, 2009 - 7:32 AM
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Ruth

 
What a lovely tribute thanks for sharing
 
Posted by Ruth on Tuesday, September 15, 2009 - 7:42 AM
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Jinnee @A7X_Bat_Angel
Jinnee Munoz

 
omg, wow, this made me cry
 
Posted by Jinnee @A7X_Bat_Angel on Tuesday, September 15, 2009 - 9:57 AM
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T-Bomb! [DF][N3][mFM]

 
Oh wow.  Thanks for sharing, that was heartwarming.  I'll miss him too.  <3

 
Posted by T-Bomb! [DF][N3][mFM] on Tuesday, September 15, 2009 - 10:38 AM
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{*Stephy*}

 
That is sooo sweet! I love your saying about life being windows of a train. Your amazing with Brian! R.I.P. Patrick "Buddy" Swayze
 
Posted by {*Stephy*} on Tuesday, September 15, 2009 - 10:49 AM
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{*Stephy*}

 
Amazing with words that is. =]
 
Posted by {*Stephy*} on Tuesday, September 15, 2009 - 10:50 AM
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TwistedOne

 
wipes the tears from her eyes.  very well put papa!
 
Posted by TwistedOne on Tuesday, September 15, 2009 - 11:11 AM
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Heidi

 
..Brian,....  Its pretty cool that you got to spend that time with Patrick.I know alot of people would have loved to had the time you had with him.I know I would have loved it.I have watched his movies over and over.There are never to many times to watch Roadhouse or dirtydancing(my 2 favorite).He will be very missed and you will always have you memories of the 2 of you hanging out.THanks for sharing this great story with us.........                                    R.I.P. Patrick we will all miss you!!..
 
Posted by Heidi on Tuesday, September 15, 2009 - 11:14 AM
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yajaira
Yajaira andluz

 
well time is fleeting. and you made the most of what you had. thank you for sharing brian. rest in peace patrick
 
Posted by yajaira on Tuesday, September 15, 2009 - 11:37 AM
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.Aly.Disaster.

 
I didn't know he died! >.< Omg, that's soooo sad. I love Ghost and Dirty Dancing. :'( RIP Patrick
 
Posted by .Aly.Disaster. on Tuesday, September 15, 2009 - 12:09 PM
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Spring Cowgirl

 
..That's so cool you got to meet him. Lets hope and pray a cure for cancer gets found. We lost so many people famous and non famous. (3 in my family) to it. ........RIP Patrick..
 
Posted by Spring Cowgirl on Tuesday, September 15, 2009 - 12:38 PM
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Sabine H.

 
I love this blog. It's real. It's reality.

 
Posted by Sabine H. on Tuesday, September 15, 2009 - 1:14 PM
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Whitney Kilgore

 
I'm totally gonna miss him too, and it kinda hits me also because he had the same cancer my uncle died from so I know what battle he went through. thanks for sharing the memory, thats cool how you guys met.
 
Posted by ¤°Ďúßßě®*4*£ïᵮę°¤ on Tuesday, September 15, 2009 - 1:20 PM
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FAIRY GOTH MOTHER
Mhairi Ross

 
..Thank you for sharing that with us. Like a lot of people, i grew up with Dirty Dancing, Ghost etc etc. They are now classed as modern day classics, and it was a pleasure seeing someone like Patrick hold on the his sense of normality. He wasnt one of those hollywood stars you see, losing control, getting caught up in thier own hype. He had a wondeful wife and a lovong family and he will missed by generations, young and old. May he be happy now and with out the pain and suffering he has had to endure these last couple of years. xx..
 
Posted by FAIRY GOTH MOTHER on Tuesday, September 15, 2009 - 1:21 PM
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Jennifer Thomas

 
that was a very sweet and heartfelt tribute to a great man
 
Posted by ©Expressions of LiTe photography (ready to go) on Tuesday, September 15, 2009 - 1:35 PM
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Karaoke Princezz

 
I remember the first time I saw him in a movie.  I was in junior high school and the film was The Outsiders.  I immediately feel in love with Darry (short for Darryl).  Especially when he used his amazing dancers body (trained by his mom from a young age) for a few stunts.  He was a good actor and I will miss his smile.

 
Posted by Karaoke Princezz on Tuesday, September 15, 2009 - 1:51 PM
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jenn☮♥♫
Jenn Bickford

 
you give me a different outlook on celebrities. you show me that there's at least one famous person out there who isn't completely wrapped up in his own fame & money. who still has morals & a good heart. & i have to thank you for that.
 
Posted by jenn☮♥♫ on Tuesday, September 15, 2009 - 1:59 PM
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Sarah [insertbandaffiliationhere]
Sarah Meholick

 
..I have often thought about how life is like a series of small windows opening and closing. Almost like riding on a train. You look out the window at a scene so beautiful, you swear to remember every detail - then it's gone. Just a faint memory that almost feels like it never happened at all. But it did happen - even if only for a moment.........
..........That is very profound, and very true, I think. I think Patrick Swayze is fortunate to remembered in such a way. God rest his soul.....
 
Posted by Sarah [insertbandaffiliationhere] on Tuesday, September 15, 2009 - 2:17 PM
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Teppie

 
..A very touching entry, thank you for sharing. I was pregnant with twins and just lost them and your thoughts about the windows really touched me. I think I have already seen the most beautiful sight out of a window possible and it ended way too quickly. Yours with "Buddy" was a beautiful one too...
 
Posted by Teppie on Tuesday, September 15, 2009 - 2:22 PM
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Laura
Laura Hughes

 
I think Swayze will be missed by a lot of people,i thought he was a great actor and it sucks that he's gone. R.I.P Patrick,you will be missed and never forgotten. I think it's cool that you got to hang out with him Brain.Thanks for sharing your memories Brian,i thought that was pretty cool.
 
Posted by Laura on Tuesday, September 15, 2009 - 3:03 PM
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WAITING FOR ONE
Jessica Boyd

 
he will be missed by all
 
Posted by WAITING FOR ONE on Tuesday, September 15, 2009 - 3:31 PM
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Jessica Bean[FRIENDS ONLY]
Jessica Bean

 
Patrick Swayze never will be forgotten. R.I.P.
 
Posted by Jessica Bean[FRIENDS ONLY] on Tuesday, September 15, 2009 - 6:37 PM
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katieee
K. Nicholson

 
aw, omg. i got you, brian sr.
i know how you feel with that last 2 paragraphs!

 
Posted by katieee on Tuesday, September 15, 2009 - 6:41 PM
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Farah [♥]
Farah Saeed

 
I have watched his movies since I can remember. He was an amazing actor and person. He will live on through his movies and will be missed,always.

 
Posted by Farah [♥] on Tuesday, September 15, 2009 - 8:27 PM
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~Skye~

 
aw. thank for sharing your memories with us Brian. the ending made me tear up a little, R.I.P Patrick..

 
Posted by ~Skye~ on Tuesday, September 15, 2009 - 8:52 PM
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amy.wojo [bbph]™

 
so true.
you're very lucky.
he seemed like such a cool guy, great actor too.
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Posted by amy.wojo [bbph]™ on Tuesday, September 15, 2009 - 9:04 PM
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CITY OF SYN

 
i can't beleive hes gone either,life is really short sometimes ,so live it up to the fullest.
 
Posted by CITY OF SYN on Tuesday, September 15, 2009 - 9:58 PM
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★Emma エマ Ga[y]tes

 
My friend said Patrick Swayze is doing another performance of Ghost. Hahahaha Cruel, but funny.

エマ

 
Posted by ★Emma エマ Ga[y]tes on Tuesday, September 15, 2009 - 11:18 PM
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Cassey Lynn
Cassey Vee

 
funny little world isnt it? your fortunate to have had that window with him. he was amazing.

im sorry for the loss of your friend. <3

 
Posted by Cassey Lynn on Tuesday, September 15, 2009 - 11:54 PM
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Kristy L.
Kristy L. Altman

 
Brian, That Was Awesome That You Got To Hang Out With Him For Those Two Months And To Be Good Friends With Him Like That........ I Will Say It Is Ashame He Is Gone, I Was A Big fan Of Him And His Movies As Well. I Would Say Always Remember The Good Times And Good Memories Even If They Were Small And For a Short Time, Don't Forget Those, You'll Need Those To Remember When You Need Cheered up Someday. Take Care. Brian.
 
Posted by Kristy L. on Wednesday, September 16, 2009 - 12:18 AM
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The Aint of the Saints(The One With Generic Wings)

 
I like that train analogy.
 
Posted by The Aint of the Saints(The One With Generic Wings) on Wednesday, September 16, 2009 - 1:59 AM
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Tim
Tim Pavey

 
..YOU ARE A VERY TALENTED PERSON IN MORE WAYS THAN ONE. RIP PATRICK YOU WERE A VERY TALENTED ACTOR YOU WILL BE SORELY MISSED..
 
Posted by Tim on Wednesday, September 16, 2009 - 2:01 AM
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The Naked Poet
Niels Viaene

 
It's amazing how moments in our life can pop right back up because something happens. And then you spent the rest of the time wondering why you forgot about that for so long.

Take care man, you write well.

 
Posted by The Naked Poet on Wednesday, September 16, 2009 - 3:08 PM
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Carolyn

 
IT is so sad. I cried, my entire life (well since I was 7) I have been Crazy For Swayze. HE was complety my favorite actor, and the biggest crush I ever had.  Very sad, very very sad. But at least he is not suffering now.
 
Posted by Carolyn on Saturday, September 19, 2009 - 4:43 AM
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Sugar and Spice Gates

 
My condolences Mr. B...
 
Posted by Sugar and Spice Gates on Tuesday, October 13, 2009 - 3:41 AM
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