I recall Pastor Tan sharing about knowing our seasons...

It's odd that this struck me in the heavenly hour of today. Yes, there are quite a few things that are on my mind... and on my heart. Yet at this moment I can't seem to be able to express these feelings out in words.
How ironic huh...[cause i am trying to put it down into words now]

A new melody rings.. though unfinished... I believe represents the new season for me and the church.

A lot has happened in the span of 3 weeks. Totally unexpected... not in a good way if you are wondering. These events had brought back memories of the buried and I wonder if I had reacted in the very same way back then, what would I be today.

Another incident that just happened a few hours ago made me also wonder.. if my decision back then to trust had been wrong. I fear..fear to fail..

Now, life has certainly treated me fairly. Don't get me wrong. I'm just venting my emotions. So this would not make any sense to you but I'm  doing fine .

Guess I should head for bed. Hope my dreams will bring me .. happiness in the morning.