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Gender: Male
Status: Single
Age: 33
Sign: Virgo

City: PORTLAND
State: OREGON
Country: US
Signup Date: 1/29/2005

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Saturday, January 12, 2008 

My life is like an open book.

Its always has been.

I sprung from the root of a human

As open as the dying sky.

My life is writing.

Words and words and words and words and words and words………………..

And so on.

Words that are followed.

Words that have deep feeling.

Words that frighten.

Words that cry.

And definetly words that LOVE.

Elvis said ,

"All I ever wanted was to help people,

love them lift them up, spread some joy."

I love those words!

My life is writing.

A life that thinks,

With words and words and words and words and words………………….

And so on.

Good words,

Bad words,

Happy words,

And Sad words.

What words do you say to yourself?

What words do you say to others.

What do you think about the words You think?

Excuses come in word form.

Lies come in word form.

Fear comes in word form.

Love comes in word form.

What words do you say to yourself?

What words do you say to others?

What do you think about the words you speak?

Song comes in word form.

I love those love songs.

Even the sad love songs.

Cause they're love songs.

Know what I mean?

"Thanks I appreciate the support."

Yeah, like those words.

Or words like,

What can we do to make this better?

Or words like,

Got Damnit, that was awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I really like those words.

You know those words that have been spoken

that just make you feel completely connected

to another living breathing pile of

hairy flesh?

Yeah those kinda words.

Those words like winner.

"Sinner????"

"no asshole, Winner."

There are also words that can get you stuck.

Words like loser,

Words like stupid,

Words like failure,

Words like loss,

Words like…asshole.

Sometimes it seems like

those are the only words.

Words and words and words and words and words and words………………….

And so on.

What words do you say to yourself?

What words do you say about yourself?

What words do you say about others?

Really,think about it.                                                                                             action

I am.

Why not?

I know what its like to want the writing to stop.

The story to just……………STOP!

But,

 there is this really great word.

A word that I have always liked.

A sum would agree.

Dream!

I'm dreaming of new words to write.

New words that make new love songs.

New words that move and

Move and

Move and move and move and move and move and move and move and

keep on moving and

keep on moving and it keeps on moving and it keeps on moving and it keeps on moving.

These are only words

                                               

And We have Our words.

Words that are followed.

Words that have deep feeling.

Words that frighten.

Words that cry.

                                                                   And definetly words that LOVE.

and so on and so on and son and so on…………………………….

Sewn on?

Write words.

Leave words behind.

And than write words.

And than leave words behind.

And than write words.

How do you know words of truth?

And than leave words behind

Action?

Feeling?

Sense?

Write words.

Intuition?

And than leave words behind.

Experience?

Those words?

TRUTH?

There used to be words that were said about how a black man is lesser of a human to a white man.

And you know what, those were words of TRUTH one day and still may be, for one's words.

Take a moment to think about that.

Really,

Stop reading these words and think about those.

Fucked up shit huh?

Sorry for that bad word.

I apologize with deep intent.

And so on and so on and son and so on and so on……………………………..

Babble and babble and babble and babble and babble I love you and babble and babble and babble and so how's your cocktail? and babble and babble and babble and rent is due and babble and babble and babble and babble and what am I going to wear? and babble and babble and babble and I went through this and babble and babble and babble and babble and babble and babble and babble and I love you! and babble and babble and babble and babble and babble and you suck! and babble and babble and babble and babble and when will I die? and babble and babble and babble and babble and babble and I need to be loved and babble and babble and babble and "All we are saying is Give PEACE a fucking chance for one fucking moment in our short fucking human animal history."

And babble and babble and babble and I'm not wrong you are! and babble and babble and babble and babble and why not a black face in a white house, like,really and babble and babble and babble and babble and babble and babble babble and is there anything left sacred? and babble and babble and babble and and I really like classical music and babble and babble and babble and babble and struggle and babble and babble and growth and babble and babble and where is GOD and are we really that savage like they say on the Tv and babble and babble and babble and I miss my mom and babble and babble and babble and I'm learning to love myself better and feel good and I know that's totally gay and not gay in any derogatory way because to get sensitive about that word is totally,gay AND WHAT REALLY IS WRONG WITH THAT WORD? and babble and babble and babble and babble and babble and what are we going to do about our planet and when will my generation wake up AND SCREAM THE WORDS WE ARE THE PEOPLE OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA and babble and babble and babble and babble and babble and I love you! and babble and babble and babble and babble and babble and I really need to stop doing this and babble and babble and babble and pets are awesome and babble and babble and babble and babble and what's going on w/ the prison system here in our society and the

Rehabilitation process and babble and are they really taking the men in the prisons and making them the best men this world has seen and babble and babble and when are we going to stop using words that create fear and that slow us down from moving and moving and moving and moving and babble babble babble babble and when are we going to wake up to one another and learn to REALLY PUT THE WORK ON UNDERSTANDING each and everyone of each other and to not judge and to evaluate lovingly AND PEACEFULLY and to pick your brother and sister up when they fall down upon the earth and are weak and crying and lonely and afraid and confused and FEARFUL AND just wanting to be loved and known

that they are loved and  here with you as you are hear with them and that I love you and babble and babble and babble and babble and, when will we all start to learn to love better and                                                                                                                    

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE  

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE 

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE 

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE  

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE L 

Love.  What a pretty word.

Love love love and babble babble babble.

How many times have we heard that word and since we were born and how much do  we lose the signifigance of it.

Is it our fear of being good

and our fear of fear

and our fear of lack

or our fear of death

or the end of the world

or global warming

or terrorism or disease

or a weak backward thinking inhumane unaware cryptic, I don't even know if that word fits,but it sounds right, government.

Or people dying from bombs and guns and

fear and hate and confusion and

afraid and

scared and

haunted and

anxious and confused and afraid and haunted and anxious and afraid and afraid and afraid and afraid and afraid of actually opening up to something that may be the best thing that we have ever wanted and afraid and afraid and afraid and I can't do that and afraid and afraid and afraid and afraid and afraid and I'm better than you and afraid and afraid and afraid and afraid and scared and cold and alone and dark and scared and cold and alone and dark and afraid and afraid and afraid and afraid and afraid and afraid and am I dying and afraid and afraid and afraid and afraid and I'm just going to give up and throw it all away and afraid and afraid and afraid and Nothing has meaning and afraid and afraid and I can't let go and afraid and afraid and I miss my mom and babble and babble and babble and babble and babble and

we are all writing our own story right now in this very moment in our heads. In this word right NOW.

one now won?

Fear or love,

Love or fear.

Love or fear,

Fear or love,

Love or fear.

Do you love to fear

Do you fear to love?

Fear or love?

What do you fear?

Yourself?

Others?

Animals?

Plants?

Disease?

God?

Satan?

Ghosts?

The end of the fucking world?

Violence?

Poverty?

Old age?

Death?

Pride?                                                                                  

sin

Envy?

sin

Gluttoney?

Lust?

Anger?

Greed?

Sloth?

Sin.

Fear or love,

Love or fear.

Balance?

Really?  Really.

Love or fear?

What do you love?

Faith,

Hope,

Charity,

Fortitude,

Justice,

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Temperance,

Prudence.

Virtue.

Fear or love,

Love or fear.

Fear or love,

Love or fear.

Fear or love,

Love or fear.

Words.

Good or bad,

Bad or good.

God or the devil,

Devil or the god.

Happy or sad,

Sad or happy.

Right or wrong,

Wrong or right.

Let go or hold on.

Hold on or let go.

Right or left,

Left or right.

What is left and

What is right?

Black or white

White or black.

Righteous or humble,

Humble or righteous.

Day or night

and

Night and day.

Balance?

Really.

Resist or embrace,

Embrace or resist.

Hold on or let go?

Day or night

And

Night and day.

Balance?

Really.

We are words.

We are the words that think and speak and feel.

This all is words.

You are words.

I am words.

When will we be grateful of all of words?

Our stories.

Our books.

Our volumes of love and loss and

fear and struggle.

Of strength,

of growth.

Those chapters on overcoming and surviving.

Words.

Our words.

Our lives.

Gratitude for life?

All, and all,

And all,

And all,

And all,

And all,

And all,

And all.

When will we  be grateful all the time?

All the time?

Why not?

many lives

 and

many words.

So many lives,

And so many

 words.

Words that move people to fear or love.

Words that kill.

Words that love.

Words that hate and

Words that love.

Words of guilt.

Regret.

Pain. Destruction.

all alone.

Sorrow.                        

Words that love.

Words that make you run free and smile for tomorrow.

Words, and words, and words and words and words and words and it just doesn't stop

Words that  that  Create CHANGE.

Fear or love,

Love or fear.

What do you fear?

Yourself?

 

What do you love?

Yourself?

What do you love?

Love?

What do you fear?

Love?

What do you fear?

Fear?

Words and words and words and words and words and words and words.

Its only words.

Its only words

its only words.

Its only words.

Only words.

And word and words and words and words and words and words and words and words and words and words………………………..

Words so old that are new.

Old and new,

New and old.

Old and new,

New and old.

Old and new,

New and old.

Balance?

Really?

No just words.

Words and words and words and words and words and words and…………………………….

Strength.

Gratitude 

Change.

Word.

I know,

Just words.

But, oh how they move.

The way they sing the songs they make.

Do we fear gratitude or

Love gratitude,

Do we fear change or

Love change.

Old fear?

New change?

Balance?

Really?

Really.

Oh how I love words.

Words from the great Martin Luther King.

Words from the songs of John Lennon, Bob Marley, and so many.

What words do we see in the world?

Do we live Martin's dream?

Have we sang are redemption song?

Did we give peace a chance?

The dark competes with light

The light fights the dark.

In man's minds these words live.

Invisible is the word the homeless man holds.

Faggot shame and guilt are words to bring a race of men to their knees.

Nigger is the word they tried to give to some.

Drinking the sweetest lemonade.

Fear or love,

Love or fear.

Why do we fear to love?

Words and words and words and words and words and words and words and words and words and words and words and words and word and words and words and words.

So many words so many people.

Our words.

Our lives.

So many words so many people.

So many people and so many words.

So many words and so many people.

We hear the words of others.

Time and Time again and Time and Time again and Time and Time and

Oh shit, TIME is running out.

TIME,TIME.TIME,TIME,TIME,TIME,TIME,TIME TIME,Tick,TIME,Tock,TIME,TIME,TIME,TIME,TIME,TIME,TIME,TIME,TIME,TIME,TIME,TIME,TIME,TIME,TIME,TIME,Tick,TIME,TIMETIME,TIME,TIME,TIM,TIME,TIME,TIME,TIME,TIME, TIME,Tock,TIME,TIME,TIME,Tick,TIME,TIME,TIME,TIME,TIME,TIME,TIME,Tock,TIME,TIME,TIME,TIME,TIME,TIME,TIME,TIME,TIME,TIME.

FAST,

SLOW,FAST,

SLOW,

FAST,SLOW,

FAST,

SLOW,FAST,

SLOW,fast,slow,fast,slow,slow, fast, slow,fast,slow, fast, time is running ooooooooooooUT.

WHAT ARE WE ALL DOING WITH OUR WORDS?

WHAT ARE WE ALL DOING WITH OUR LIVES?

WHAT ARE WE SAYING W/ OUR WORDS?

WHAT ARE YOU THINKING ABOUT THIS LIFE?

WHAT DO YOUR WORDS SAY ABOUT OTHERS?

WHAT DO YOU WORDS THINK ABOUT THEIR LIVES?

WHAT DO OUR WORDS SAY ABOUT OTHERS?

WHAT DO OUR WORDS SAY ABOUT OUR LIVES?

BALANCE?

REALLY?

REALLY.

AND SO ON AND SO ON AND SO AND SO ON AND……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………

My life is an open book.

You can read me if you like.

I will read you and let you see the words I see.

We'll find words that  match exactly.

Please tell me what you see.

As I will do for you gratefully.

We are words.

Words are our lives.

Our stories.

Words that are followed,

Words with deep feeling,

Words that remember fear,

Words that stand strong.

Words that question and words

That change.

Words that are great and full,

Silly words,

Confused words,

And words that definetly love.

The words of John 13:34

Fear or love,

Love or fear?

All I want to do is help people, love them, lift them up,spread some joy.

I like your words Elvis.

My life is writing.

A life that thinks.

A life with words and words and words and words and words and…………………………….

And so on.