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Who do you want to be?....
How do you want to live?....
Where do you want to go?....
Chose someone to love....
Or chose to be the loved one....
But don’t die all alone.....
When the sun comes out....
And you’re still awake....
Wondering what you are.....
Fighting with your bed.....
The future has become the present.....
The present burns out in a second.....
There’s nothing here that lasts forever.....
We’re so far away....
From anywhere,....
From anything,....
From anyone.....
We try so hard to find....
Things that satisfy the hunger of our minds.....
We love to fool ourselves....
Letting us believe that we’re not buying death.....
When the sun comes out....
And you’re still awake....
Wondering what you are.....
Fighting with your bed.....
The future has become the present.....
The present burns out in a second.....
There’s nothing here that lasts forever.....
We’re so far away....
From anywhere,....
From anything,....
From anyone.....
So far away....
From anywhere,....
From anything,....
From anyone.....
We’re made of dreams.....
We’re made of sand.....
We’re made of tears.....
We’re made of happiness that never comes.....
We’re so far away…....
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Alexandrine Year....
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When I was in my teens....
Cupid came to visit me.....
I shot him dead.....
I didn’t want his arrows to sting me again.....
And then I found something else,....
Something that I could hold on to.....
I found another kind of love.....
I found another kind of passion.....
We made love to the night,....
We could call it our bride.....
It had no end....
So we decided to stop worrying about time.....
There was nothing else to do.....
We had turned into a time bomb.....
I wasn’t thinking about you.....
We were burning out,....
That’s why we....
Never sleep,....
Never dream, never cry,....
Never breathe,....
Never live, never be,....
We never die.....
Never live…....
Never be…....
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Someone pay the ransom....
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Could’ve turned right,....
Could’ve saved myself....
But I turned wrong.....
I fell into you.....
Into your mouth....
Sliding down your throat,....
I try to hold on to your uvula.....
I take the deepest breath I can,....
It scares me to think that I might end up....
Drowning in you.....
Drowning in you.....
Lying as I wait for you to make your move.....
Drowning in you.....
Drowning in you.....
Lying as I wait for you to make your move.....
I look for your heart....
But it’s far too dark....
So I’ll try to find my way out.....
Give me the key....
To unlock the door.....
Just tell me where you’ve hidden it.....
I take the deepest breath I can,....
It scares me to think that I might end up....
Drowning in you.....
Drowning in you.....
Lying as I wait for you to make your move.....
Drowning in you.....
Drowning in you.....
Lying as I wait for you to make your move.....
Drowning in you.....
Drowning in you.....
Lying as I wait for you to make your move.....
Drowning in you.....
Drowning in you.....
Opening my eyes to find out I’m a fool.....
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Coconut kitten....
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I live....
In an empty town.....
The place you have left behind.....
Taken to the past....
When I was alone....
But something’s different now.....
Wherever you may be....
You’ll always be in me.....
That look in your blue eyes.....
The soothing stroke that was every word you spoke.....
The tears that made me freeze inside.....
The sound of your voice that made the air so sweet....
Everything you said,....
Every kiss you gave,....
Every tear you shed,....
I’ll keep it deep inside.....
And you’ll always be with me....
Reminding me there’s love,....
That as long as you’re alive....
The world is not so bad.....
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Everything you said,....
Every kiss you gave,....
Every tear you shed....
I’ll keep it deep inside.....
And I don’t even know....
If I’ll see you again.....
And I don’t even know ....
If you’ll remember me,....
But you’ll always be in me....
Reminding me there’s love,....
That as long as you’re alive....
The world is not so bad....
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My evil twin....
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Sitting alone....
In front of the TV set.....
There’s nothing on,....
Just stuffing for my head.....
‘You’re not alone’....
‘You’re not alone’, he said.....
‘Talk to me. ....
Talk to you evil twin’....
And the words float all around inside my dizzy head.....
There’s nothing I can do.....
There’s nothing I can say.....
I go to bed.....
I look at the walls close in.....
I get up again,....
But I run out of rooms.....
Back in my bed....
I try to forget myself.....
I’ll never trust....
My evil twin again.....
And the words float all around inside my dizzy head.....
There’s nothing I can do.....
There’s nothing I can say.....
I’m never gonna trust my evil twin....
Because I don’t want to turn into him (ever again).....
But at least I could forget....
That you’re not here today.....
That you’re not here today.....
Last night at least I could forget....
That you’re not here today.....
No, you’re not here today.....
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Doublefeel....
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Drowning in this town.....
Sinking deeper every night.....
I guess I should let go.....
I guess I have to....
Let you go....
And watch you fade away....
As I’m dragged underground,....
But I’m already dead.....
I’ve taken you too deep....
But I won’t let you fall anymore.....
I’ve gotta let you go.....
I guess I have to ....
Let you go....
And watch you fade away....
As I’m dragged underground,....
But I’m already dead....
So you can walk away. ....
I’ll love you anyway.....
I know it’s gonna hurt.....
I know you’ll leave a hole in the place you were.....
But I can’t let you drown with me.....
I guess I have to....
Let you go....
And watch you fade away....
As I’m dragged underground....
But I’m already dead ....
So you can walk away.....
I’ll love you anyway.....
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The Smell of the Sun....
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The waves clean the dirty streets and wash away the bones and all the traffic.....
You can take off your clothes now.....
And your legs melt, you close your eyes and bend your body back just like a flower that’s looking for sunshine.....
And the air is getting creamy and it tastes so sweet it makes me want to die.....
And time goes backwards, and stands still, all the clocks go crazy and their hands fall off.....
You can take off your skin now.....
The sky changes colour.....
Those juicy clouds just look so very tasty;....
I’ll just fly off and bite them....
So breathe in the smell of the sun.....
This midnight sun.....
And the music goes through all your pores,....
It grabs your stomach and you want to die, or live forever....
So breathe in the smell of the sun.....
This midnight sun.....
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Everybody Wants to Fuck....
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It’s in your TV; it’s in your PC.....
It’s here, it’s over there, it’s everywhere.....
It’s in your pubs; it’s in your discos.....
It makes you forget everything else.....
Leave aside your feelings.....
It’s so much easier this way.....
You could feel so much better.....
Everybody’s getting sick of love.....
Everybody’s giving up on love.....
Everybody’s getting rid of love.....
Everybody only wants to fuck.....
It’s in you drinks, it’s in your drugs and it’s also in your kids’ videogames.....
It’s in the schools; it’s in your workplace.....
Anywhere you look you’ll find it.....
Leave aside your feelings.....
It’s so much easier this way.....
You could feel so much better.....
Everybody’s getting sick of love.....
Everybody’s giving up on love.....
Everybody’s getting rid of love.....
Everybody only wants to fuck.....
It’s in your blood; it’s in your belly;....
This fire that you cannot fight against.....
It makes you turn into a devil.....
It makes you forget everything else.....
Leave aside your feelings.....
It’s so much easier this way.....
You could feel so much better.....
Everybody’s getting sick of love.....
Everybody’s giving up on love.....
Everybody’s getting rid of love.....
Everybody only wants to fuck.....
Everybody wants to fuck, fuck, fuck…....
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Something to Bury....
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I’m sleeping with an angel.....
I’m dreaming of the devil.....
I can feel the prickles grow on me, ready to make you bleed....
… To make you bleed.....
Why does beauty make me evil?....
Locked inside here there’s no freedom;....
In this body; in this prison.....
Now I’ve turned into a cactus;....
They water me with tears.....
Don’t touch me if you don’t want to get hurt....
Or you know I’ll make you bleed....
…I’ll make you bleed.....
Why does beauty make me evil?....
Locked inside here there’s no freedom;....
In this body; in this prison there’s no need to....
Turn into angels; to try to be angels.....
I’m just a man.....
Why does beauty make me evil?....
Locked inside here there’s no freedom;....
In this body; in this prison there’s no need to....
Turn into angels; to try to be angels.....
I’m just a man. I’m only a person....
Breaking through;....
Breaking through the boundaries of being sane as....
I fall out…....
I fall out of my youth.....
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Another You....
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Lost in your arms where I thought I would never be....
I feel the distance between you and me.....
Tell me, where did you go? Were you not for real?....
I look down and I realize I love another you.....
That I’ve built up in my mind,....
Not to be found behind your eyes.....
There’s no truth at all in your smile.....
So you will never be the other part of me.....
There will never be such a thing as you and me.....
You can just pretend to feel things you don’t feel.....
I look at you and realise I love another you.....
Who in my dreams loved me back;....
Who I’ll never get to touch.....
There’s no truth at all in your smile.....
You cannot be in my memory because you don’t exist.....
I stand alone....
Hugging something....
Hugging someone that’s not you;....
Feeling someone that’s not you;....
Loving someone that’s not you…....
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Another Me....
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Now the wind is changing....
And the air is getting warm.....
Now it’s time to wake up....
And make this body walk.....
And kill the demons that have grown inside of me....
That never let me see; that kill the you in me;....
That never let me be the things I used to be,....
Now ruins lost in dreams in the deepest of seas,....
Out of my reach.....
And swimming towards the shore I still forget to breathe;....
I still forget to live.....
As I picked the pieces of my broken body up;....
As I tried to mend what used to be a man…....
You took away my voice ....
But now you’ll give it back.....
But now you’ll give it back.....
But now you’ll give it back.....
But now you’ll give me back....
My voice,....
My life....
And I’ll become another me.....
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Hoax....
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Did I ask for being caught up in this lie....
To die day by day and night by night?....
If I really have a soul then let it fly away.....
Let it drift to another place where it’s not affected by this brain....
In pain;....
A soul that chokes and drowns in toxic waste....
And hates where it’s trapped; it’s climbing up my broken voice....
But it’s locked up and fades inside this plastic body;....
This dying cage.....
It’s locked up in this dark cell. It’ can’t escape.....
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A Happy Song....
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One day I’ll write a happy song;....
A song that everybody’ll love;....
A song about somebody else....
Or I’ll just waste my pen writing down a list of lies;....
Filling up the pages with endless beauty; endless light;....
And just maybe you’ll believe me....
But I know I won’t believe myself.....
I’ll write a happy song....
For you.....
I’ll write an empty song.....
I’ll write some stupid words....
To make you smile again;....
To see you smile again.....
Someday I’ll write a fucking happy song.....
Nobody will ever cry again....
Once they’ve heard this precious hymn;....
And we’ll praise the lord for all the beauty in the world;....
In this rotten dying world.....
We’ll teach you how to look away.....
We’ll teach you how to be a hyena....
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