It's just kinda hitting me now that at this time next year i'll be graduating from high school pretty much. High school is just going by so quick i can't believe it. I've lost so many friends but gained so many throughout the past 3 years its just crazy. I do wonder how you guys are doing!( jennifer, leah, jessica s, chris s, etc.) I know you guys may not read this but i do think about you often:) I'd like to thank elise and tina especially though for sticking by me longer than anyone else...and elise gosh how long have we been friends now 7 years?! thank you for everything life partner lol...its funny i've waited so long to finally get out of here and start living my life but now im kinda getting cold feet...part of me wishes now...even tho im still a junior...that i could maybe have a couple more years at least....but its not happening...i've got one more year and thats it. I don't know how im gonna function without drama club, or seeing my family everyday, spending time with my friends or just seeing joe whenver i want. It's like a smack in the face "hey there you're almost 18 and out of high school....goodbye childhood hello real world"...it just came so damn fast