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Current mood:  mellow
"..I could loose a car, even body parts Still I'm with her, still can't live without the love, of my life And, everybody knows, money comes and goes There's never enough but it still ain't much Without the love, of my life .." - Musiq Soulchild
What up world . i Know its been a minute since ive wrote down my thoughts .
lately ive been making the transition from writing them down to putting them in actual song format.. really to piece together a work of art that you all can appreciate .
But thats neither hear or there.. just expect to be wow'd and shocked when the EP releases..
BUT..
tonight at 4:25am i just wanna write about a few things that i still do not understand,I understand,and I do not want to understand ..
mainly love.. now i know people look at it and try to define it & hell even i am guilty of that...
I think when GOD made that feeling or the emotion of Love, i believe it was made for a reason ..
Not only to share that with someone you undoubtedly LOVE, but to also toughen us.. and make that transition from adolescence to adulthood....
I had a talk with my stepdad the other day and its strange because it was kinda out of nowhere .
first thing he asked me was..
"So when's the last time you talked to ya ex ?"
I replied .." um.. we haven't talked why ?"
he replied.. " well.. i was just checking.. and i also wanna let you know that im proud of you.."
i was kinda taken back and right after he said that i busted of laughing.. not because it was funny but because i knew where he was going with this ...
he later explained that the way i handled the heartbreak was rough but in the end you became a MAN in the process..
He told me reaching manhood has nothing to do with how many broads you fucked.. cars you drive.. dollars in your wallet.. he simply said "if you can with stand heartbreak then son.. you've officially became a man"..
ill shit because after he told me that i understood where he was coming from...
during previous months i was completely lost , had hella questions.. wondering why she left, why this, why that.. and as the head of the household not once did he step in and say anything...
i do remember one instance where he stepped in and said .." let him be.. "
i took that ( at the time ) as a slap in the face.. lol
but now i see..
I have friends that are going though what i went through and anytime someone asks me how do i feel about a certain situation and what should they do i always reply "go through it" ..
The victory is always better once you've braved the storm..
i see young girls who take nonsense on a daily basis because they feel as if they cannot find better, or they're simply "In Love"..
personally i love a woman thats had a broken heart.. that shows me that she's been through which not only shows maturity but character at some point..
so that brings this note full circle..
the reason i titled this " The Love of your Life" is because simply i realized that Love is Life...
Love is an emotion people are scared of but at some point Love is going to hurt you and at some point Love is going to give you the best feeling you've ever had..
its just up to the person if they're willing to go through it..
most people call me stubborn because of my views on love and who to love and/or care about..
personally there has only been one girl that have had a tremendous impact on my life ( outside of family ) that i can say i truly love . ( not in love ) but meaning THAT no matter what ill always be there regardless.
Im sure everyone has that ONE . whether if they feel the same way or not.. That's Love.
even with someone like myself.. Is it foolish to wait forever for the love of your life ?
what if she never shows ? never comes back ? . who is willing to take that risk... ?
Lemme Know what you think though . leave ya thoughts.. comments.. concerns .
Oh & I almost forgot..
its Rizzy baby . ;)
9:26 AM
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