Okay, well. That last blog was just one of those moments, you know what I mean? Hearing that the girl I like so much has gotten back together with her ex after thinking earlier that day "Damn, this will be the last I see of her until Monday." was just a big depresser for the moment. Not getting ot see her for nearly a week and then hearing that I won't have a chance in hell of possibly "seeing" her for possibly months to come was just a real shocker for me. However, after a couple of days of soul searching and hell, even prayer to get me through how hard I thought the coming period of time will be, I've discovered that I'm more happy for her and things on my end really haven't even changed. So, well, that big long depressing spill that was my last blog was just a momentary thing. Theresa, I am happy for you and I'm not no where near as hurt as I thought I was that day. I still feel strongly for you, but whatever may or may not come is not for me to worry about now and for me to just let time unfold how it is meant to.