This past week has been so great! Dustin came in last Thursday and has stayed...he's going back home today. I haven't had him here with me this long in years. It's been wonderful! I missed my baby boy...he's turning into such a great young man, and I am so proud of him!!!  Some days I am so sad thinking of all I am missing with him and that I am losing my bond with him, but this past week has made me feel much better. He has a wonderful step mom and she is good about keeping me informed about what is going on with him, but I can't help sometimes, feeling jealous that she has him everyday and is a part of his day to day life. BUT at the same time I am thankful that she is so good to my kids.

I watched him and his sister bond some of the past week too, and that makes me soo very happy. For so long it was just the three of us, and I was glad that they had each other, but the last couple of years has put a distance between them that I wasn't sure could be mended, but it has and it's great!!!!!!

I watched Dustin spend time with his two little brothers and Cody loved it! He gets so excited when he knows Bub is coming in, and Dustin even fed Caden. He is great with him.

Lila and Dustin even spent some time together and got to know each other again.

I could go on and on about this past week, I am sooo happy!!

Then my friend and I refound each other after years of not talking!!!!! All because of someone else's lies and bullshit! But because we are both stubborn bitches we never took the time to talk and see what was true and what wasn't!!! LOL It's ok though, cause we talked it all out and are speaking again. It's funny cause when she came over it was like we NEVER stopped talking!  The kids were happy to see her too!

Uh oh....Caden is calling!