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maria cerrillo


Last Updated: 12/3/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: Single
Age: 20
Sign: Sagittarius

City: athens..n rep fa san juan homi!!
State: Texas
Country: US
Signup Date: 6/17/2006
January 9, 2009 - Friday 

Current mood:chilling
Category: Writing and Poetry
inhale.. exhale.

with my shaky fingers i hold you again


evaluating life and its unknown turns


think..and puff.. think..and puff


ahh.. the sudden relief


the freedom of pain


the distraction and belief


it all seems unreal


and i breathe again


capturing the weapon of destruction to my agony


then i breathe out

 
releasing it all
 
the stress,
 
the pain,

the disgusting feelings that are trapped within


inhale.. exhale.


i begin to live again


the trauma disappears


but only momentarily


breathe it in... breathe it out


the smoke cleans the awful emotions


that invaded me


the long and slim soldier


fights the battle with me


instead of a tear watering down


smoke from my lungs yell out victory


the smoky air that leaves my body


sweeps the troubles that lived inside of me


think..and puff.. think..and puff.


my mind becomes clear


my heart no longer aches


the disgusting  feelings that were trapped within,


the pain,


the stress


it all slowly surrenders


to my one true friend


the long slim white object


that i hold with my shaky fingers


everything is killed


and a rebirth takes place


bringing joy and pleasure


and the only thing that i have to do


is


inhale..and..exhale.
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