so i thought i would start making more use of the blog facility on myspace as i like the idea of it becoming a more personal way of keeping in contact with fans and friends so with nothing more important to say other that things are getting better and better and i hope the same for all of you too, how was your day?, mine is good, im writing music, and im happy, the only downer to be put on it is that the advent calender needs to get bought i've just been told by my nephew which can only mean one thing.......shit chocolate and a countdown to christmas which can only mean one thing.....dickhead people all telling me how i need to get into the 'spirit' of christmas.....can someone explain this bollox to me please??....single parent families getting into debt,people stressing over presents, everyone starting to work themselves into a frenzy over a complete non-event that does nothing at all other than to make people who are lonely even more aware that they are lonely, and make everyone think that everyone else is having a better time than they are>.........it gets dark early and gets light late and it's just shite!!!!!!.........jesus should have been born in july if you believe in that shit, and not to mention he wore dresses, only surrounded himself with male 'friends', turned them all into alcoholics, had platted hair and a goatee beard....and his dad was homophobic....and we all know that the most homophobic people usually have summat to hide eh??......oh and his mum was a virgin...ermm....disfunctional family me thinks sounds like a classic family off trisha or a case for Jeremy Kyle to me.......anyway i just want to say dont stress about christmas coz its all bollox just make sure your family and friends know how you feel and use it as an exscuse to lose the plot for at least one day eh?........it's what he would have wanted..........stay happy speak soon....TLGX