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Brenda Roberts


Last Updated: 11/22/2009

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Gender: Female
Status: Married
Age: 55
Sign: Aquarius

City: FORT WORTH
State: TEXAS
Country: US
Signup Date: 6/21/2006
Monday, July 13, 2009 

Current mood:  angry
Today is a very different world than it was yesterday.  When I said I would use my bandage scissors to cut the old away from my skin and let the wounds heal, I had no idea just how many layers would be cut with that one clip. 

There is a lot of stress in our lives right now.  Some is self-made in the form of worry and frustration.  Other stress is from external sources.  Some of which I never, never expected to have stress from.

It is said that people come into our lives and move on as they or we achieve the purpose that was intended.  There must have been a bottleneck where a lot of people are shifting lanes all at once.  It feels like an evacuation prior to a hurricane right now.  Some of the people that I love(d) the most for a very long time are leaving my life.

Some I am actually glad to see go but others, (sigh), others I do not want to loss.  But then, our friendship was supposedly built on trust and honesty.  Obviously on one side that is not true.  I am not without fault in this.  Some things I probably was the pebble that caused the landslide and I own up to that fact.  However, I will not accept responsibility for friends who have been gossiping and backstabbing with other so called friends about either myself or my friends.

When someone has been reportedly talking about you, are you not supposed to go to that person and ASK them if the rumors are true?  Obviously not in some people's minds.

This is a specific rant. But, so as not to slander anyone no names will be mentioned here.  Many people who have been involved in this situation know what I am talking about.  Others don't and have no reason to know.

I should feel better after I get this off my chest.  Oddly, I don't feel any relief yet.
7:30 AM
 
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Crystal
Crystal Dozier

 
this is a hard place to be in, when people are "moving out" so to speak, i've been there before and can understand how it feels all too well. i don't know what the situation is, but know that i am thinking good thoughts for you and love you very much.
 
Posted by Crystal on Monday, July 13, 2009 - 2:02 PM
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Shirley
Shirley Crow

 
You are always in my thoughts when I talk to the gods in the morning and through out the day until I pray to them at night. I love you with all my heart where you have a special home always. You have been at my right hand and Cliff on my left hand in times of need we have stood together through many trials and we will stand together through many more I am sure. I am with you holding my sheltering open arms around you both. A triangle is a strong symbol but I think that our symbol has changed and I know for a fact it is a stronger symbol of a circle.

 
Posted by Shirley on Monday, July 13, 2009 - 10:01 PM
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Heather
Heather Morrison

 
I hope things get better for you soon.  My life is slowly getting better and better.  I trust that yours will too.

 
Posted by Heather on Wednesday, July 15, 2009 - 9:54 PM
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