I said I wouldn't do it till I finished the other two... But circumstances have kind of left me with not a lot of choice. Unless my insurance company comes around and approves Lyrica for me or we just say screw it and buy it from Canada its not real likely that I'll be podcasting the book or completing the other two... I just don't have the energy.

Luckily there's Lulu.com. I decided I would release a "rough draft" version for sale if people would like to purchase it, and you can find that link here: http://www.lulu.com/content/3985038

It's $21.50, which occurs to me to be a ridiculous price for a book but given its my only venue of getting it out there at this point... All I can say is I apologize. I'll try to get those other two written so I can get a big house to publish it and you can find it on the book shelves for $7.50 or whatever. Of course the way the prices are going up it might end up being that way anyway. At any rate, it has a nice cover. I hope. I ordered a copy and haven't gotten it yet, so I dunno how well it came out.

But there it is. If you hold any interest in reading it all, its now available. I also made a digital copy available for significantly less. I don't know how you go about purchasing that but be aware its available, if you're into that.

Anyway, as for the Fibro... Its been kicking my but. I had three great days with the Lyrica, it was like saying "what pain?" but I came down with pink-eye and after a discussion with my doctor we decided to play the insurance companies game. They wanted me to try Neurontin and Flexeril first. As far as I was concerned I'd jump through any hoops to get back to Lyrica. Well after five days the Neurontin was giving me nightmares and halucinations of hanging myself, so I stopped taking that. Flexeril is like living every moment feeling drugged. But I'm on that just to keep the pain down until Dr. Schmitd can work his appeal mojo.

So yeah, thats where I'm at. Drugged for the most part, waiting for the one that will kill the pain and exhaustion without making me even more tired.

So yeah. Make me feel better, buy my book. *lol*