I have noticed over the past few years that men not women determine the outcome of just bout every relationship ive ever seen...it seems as though women can do what they choose because they have something that every man wants...i don't understand how and or why men seem to get the shitty end of the stick...a man does one thing wrong and the woman just moves on..because she has something that every guy wants to have...as hard as i have tried to please the women in my life..and im not talking sexually...it never seems to work..they always move on..and find someone seemingly better...why is that...i don't understand why i should have to make a woman happy and not get any happiness in return..why do i have to try so fuckin hard to make things work and still fall  and stumble and have to pick myself back up and try to fix my own life that a woman has made miserable..why is it so easy for a woman to just pick up and take control of another mans life..the fact of the matter is noone will ever no why..and im just rambling here...but it seems that in todays world its so crazy how women are all so "independent" that they don't need anyone until they have nothing..then they again get everything handed to them..i have made the mistake of handing my heart to someone for the last time..i have built a wall..and it will take alot to break it...and again because of a woman...my heart has been broken..my life put in shambles...and a innocent child in the middle of all this...its hard for me to take...I HATE LOVE...but everyone feels it..ive always said love is like the moon its always there, whether you can see it or not...and its the truth.  EVEN if you don't want it...its there...and noone can help it.