to the touch my hand there lies

bulge firm womb she hides

tears tremble porslin cheeks swim

current crash wit heart beat with in

to the touch warm barron

lost love scream hell

hold breath for child

for child not

no no god no

bring back babe just once

i pray prayed many nights

just let me see my babe

why give when i can not receave

no no god no

let me hold her to day

hopes held so high

but u killed u let die

fuck u all mighty

she held my life again

u tore from me what was not urs

she was me and i her

one created whole

let me die

take this life

what did she do to u

fuck u

i tried i tried with all my being

now take take all u may

there is nothing left of me

This is not about me......its in memory of my sister who died last march only a week b-4 the birth of my child....her name was christina and was 8 months in my stepmother b4 she was lost............i can't imagion what that did 2 her, i love u sherrie always here 4 ya