or have you ever dissappointed anyone you loved?  Well, I am sure we all have been on both ends of this stick.

Has your best friend ever talked shit about you?  Have you ever talked shit about them?

Summary:  I love my best friend we have known each other for 20 years.  Met her when she was a 17 year old new mother.  We have pretty much grown up together maybe not as kids but the growing up you do as adults.  We have been through our lives together.  If we don't talk everyday we live in each others hearts always. 

I have a lot to regret in my life she has always been there not to judge not to tell me how i've fucked up.  But to just stand beside me and help me in anyway she could.  I've helped her too.  But not in the same ways because she hasn't ever self destructed.  She is beautiful, smart and a friend i am proud to call mine.  She has raised a fine young man.  I couldn't be anymore proud of her.  She has found a man that she loves and he loves her.  I am truley happy for her she deserves nothing but the best.

Someone said to me today that she talks all kinds of shit about everyone including me.  I wanted to punch him in the face, but have pondered this all morning in an attempt to not take it so literal.  As I was pondering..........I thought women you have disappointed her in many ways you know you have you are human and so is she........She has a right to be angry with you,,,,=she has the right to feel the way she does.  And I hope that when she speaks about you it isn't all bad that my good qualities cross her mind.......that it's not shit talkin like the shit that I heard from him today.....that she would say all these things to you if you gave her the chance...........and if not.......i won't stop loving her, respecting her..........i will just sit down and talk to her cause she is my "Best Friend" and  "I Love Her".