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Current mood:  drained Category: Sports
Anyone that knows me knows that I LOVE to eat food! I have an insatiable appetite for sweets most of the time and all while contest dieting all sorts of things kept popping into my head. I mean, I would be at the gym doing 2 hours of cardio and then I would see an ad on TV with this woman devouring (OK, not devouring like I would, but sensually biting into a dark chocolate bar). I do not eat chocolate sensually. I devour it, as if in some crazy food eating contest! Screw the hot dog contests, give me jars of peanut butter or dark chocolate or better yet, butter cream cake icing and I am all over that crap! I just put down 3/4 lb butter cream cake icing from Publix and 16 oz of Organic Egg Nog! (Thank God there are no shows during the month of December). All I know is that I can eat like a MAN! Here is what I have eaten since getting onstage this past Saturday (11-15-08).
Saturday: Carbed up with dark chocolate chips, gluten free granola and then I ate peanut butter at night when everyone went out to eat. I smuggled my Peanut Butter into the restaurant and ate that with more chocolate. OK, so I looked AWESOME on Sunday for my photoshoot in the AM. That was cool. I was PUMPED UP! Then, Sunday I went out for Sashimi in Fort Lauderdale with my hubby and Alex Gonzalez and his wife Carolina from Muscleology/Axis DZN. After that my hubby and I went to the Whole Foods Market in Coral Springs and I bought a Gluten Free Pecan Pie. I ate the whole thing....that thing is like 6 inches in diameter and has 256 grams of FAT! ha! OK, Monday I was good cause I was under the impression that I was going to Nationals. Tuesday I was good until I found out LATE tuesday night that I could not go to Nationals. I was depressed, so I ate another whole jar of the White Chocolate Wonderful Peanut Butter from the Peanut Butter Company (www.ilovepeanutbutter.com). Then, yesterday I was being good until I had this overwhelming URGE for a steak. I LOVE red meat, especially a beautifully marbled Ribeye! To top it off I love blue cheese melted on a steak. It is like better than sex...OK...that is a bit of an exaggeration, but close! LOL OK, so I went to the restaurant that I work at Part Time (The Cap'n and the Cowboy) and had my buddy, the owner and head chef, cook me a steak. He marinated it in Extra Virgin Olive Oil, salt, pepper, and fresh chopped garlic. He cooked it RARE for me (it was still a bit cool in the center and had a purple hue....I love it that way). He melted almost all the blue cheese on it. He also made me a baked potato with butter and melted cheddar cheese. On top of that he made me fresh sauteed asparagus in EVOO with salt, pepper, and garlic....YUMMY! For desert I had some Canoli cream (not the pastry part). Prior to eating that steak dinner, I had about 3/4 lb of mixed raw nuts and a 77% dark chocolate bar. Today I was good, but my tummy was killing me, so after not going to the gym for the 4th day in a row, I drank about 16 oz of Organic Egg Nog that I got at Publix with 3/4 lb of butter cream cake icing and some raw nuts on top the icing...YUMMY! I officially feel like SHIT, but that is OK. It was worth it. Tomorrow I get back on the diet HARD CORE and go back to training like a beast!!!!! Promise! I do not want to become chubby again. Not that I was before, but I really like being leaner. :-) OK, now that I have told you my food addiction story, I would love to know what you think. LOL I swear, I kept it all down, too! I do not puke cause I cannot puke. Puking makes me puke more and once I start I do not stop! I cannot do that...I just deal with the pain in my guy and WAIT for it to go away! Then I go bust ass in the gym the next day. LOL Just as bad as puking in a way, but we all have our vices....and mine is FOOD!
11:19 AM
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