okay, its 3 in the fucking morning, why the hell am i awake? i need to be up by 6, i'm coughing constantly so if i were to finally fall asleep now i would never wake up on time. not to mention i dont wanna wake up the way i did about 12 hrs ago...ugg, someone sign on at this odd hr. i know, whine, whine, whine. what else does this girl do...shut up, i'm fucking sick, i have a sinus infection, swollen tonsils and bronchitus(sp?) which means sneezing followed by blowing my nose while coughing, spitting out what i coughed up laying down again and waiting for it all to start over
moving on, finally started talkin to K again, that was odd, i dont even remember why i stopped...hmm...maybe it was a bf thing. started talkin to brit a while ago too. i know why i stopped talkin to her...that was kind of childish of me. i mean, it would of made sense if it were only for a week or somethin, but why did i wait soo long? idk, past is past, and were talkin again almost as if nothin happened. she's sick too....hmmm...maybe the same person got us sick. eh, doubt it, but still possible
i remember when i was little i always thought it would be soo cool to be up really late...but right now, at 333am, its really boring. no one else is awake but me and my cat, i'm the only one online except for those foreign pervs. ick...they're always like 30-somethin too. ewww. you gotta be real quiet or you get yelled at for wakin ppl up, especially the little ones. nothins even on tv for you to just loose your mind to, just a bunch of middle-aged ppl tryin to get you to buy things you really dont need
thank god for music. have you ever noticed theres ppl that listen to music for entertainment, ppl that listen to music for a meaning and ppl that listen to music for sanity? its weird, some ppl will just switch from genre to genre looking for a general meaning, like the music's gonna shout 42 (if you dont get it now you will in a few years when you talk to some random consperacy theorist. those were some good books) and they alwasy ask these questions that shouldnt be asked but just assumed...blah, i dont hate those ppl, they just get really annoying after a while
maybe thats why so many ppl like dogs, they do what you want them to after a while. you tell em to shut up, they shut up. it's part of that whole power thing, "i cant have power over other ppl, but i have a dog so fuck you" haha, that makes me giggle
random though, the horny color, green, means go and on (think about it)

i think thats all i got for now....

~Me~