I'm so very ...... I dunno..... lost.
Since I last posted, life has fallen off a cliff.
I've had troubles outside with strangers haunting my yard at the latest of hours.
What few abilities I had left, are now gone.
I don't know if it's the weather change, or something worse. All I know for sure is that I feel like hell, every hour, of every day.
There is pain, fatigue, loneliness, depression. And it just never ends. Especially the pain. Even with the pain killers, it's STILL there.

I've been working on my WCW collection. I'm still collecting whatever WCW shows I can find. I'm up to 213 Nitros. I also have all The WCW PPV's from September 1995-March 2001, The End of the company. So at least I have something to watch. I've got a complete run of Nitros-PPV's from the 1st Nitro up until January 1999. That's 177 weeks. I've passed over WCW Saturday Night, just can't stomach that show, even still to this day. I am interested in Thunder, but so far I've only tracked down 15 episodes, although I know I can find more. It's just that the show was so bad it's not high on my priority list.

The pain I'm in is just un-describable. Seriously. It's just that bad. My arms, my legs, even my fingers, it all hurts.
The doctor gave me something to help me sleep, but it hasn't worked. When I do sleep I have HORRIBLE dreams. I feel like I never get a proper rest.

At least I got my upstairs ready before my health took a turn for the worse. My 2nd floor is now my world. I don't even use the lower section of the house anymore. I simply stay up here, always. My computer is here, my TV,  my bed, bathroom. My world is about 15 feet square. I never leave it anymore, ever.

I've been working on encodes of X Minus 1. Getting them ready for my MP3PRO stream on Live365. I've got about half of the series done. X Minus 1 in stereo. It sounds really good.

Otherwise, life is solitary, alone, dull, and sad.