LIFE CAN BE HARD WHEN VIEWD AS DISASTER. I DONT THINK I AM SUPPOSED TO GO TO HEAVEN. EVERYONE SEES JUDGEMENT DAY AS CAIOS I CANT SAY THAT IVE EVER BELIEVED THAT BUT NOW AT THIS MOMENT I CANT SAY THAT I SEE THAT ANYMORE I SEE A BLANK LIKE TIME SITTING STILL SEEING THE WORST OF THINGS BUT NEVER THE GOOD. THIS WORLD TO ME ALL LINKS UP TO ONE THING AND THAT ONE THING IS RELIGION. THE BELIEFS OF HOW YOU DO AND LIVE YOUR LIFE BASED ON STORIES OR YOUR OWN STYLE YOUR OWN STYLE AS NOT BEING CHRISTIAN, A SANTANIST, OR AN ATHEIST. WE ASK OURSELVES TOO MANY QUESTIONS AND STRESS OURSELVES BECAUSE AT TIMES WE DONT GET ANSWERS. LIKE I SAID BEFORE WE DONT HAVE ENOUGH INFORMATION TO SET OUR WHOLE LIVES ON ONE BELIEF, SO WHY MUST WE HAVE TO CHOOSE A PATH IN ORDER TO HAVE AN END? THE QUESTIONS NEVER END AND WE HAVE SO MUCH TO LOOK AT AND ONLY ONE CHANCE TO LIVE IN THE PHYSICAL STATE. THESE ARE SOME THOUGHTS BASED ON HOW I FEEL. SOME QUESTIONS I ASK MYSELF. I COULD KEEP WRITING FOREVER AND COVER EVERY TOPIC AND PROBABLY WAST MY LIFE TRYING TO MAKE YOU UNDERSTAND. BUT IN SOME WAY IF YOUR WILLING TO WATCH THEN YOUR WILLING TO TRY. THIS WORLD HAS MISSING LINKS THAT WE WRITE OUT OWN ANSWERS TOO AND ITS BY THOSE ANSWERS HOW WE DECIDE TO LIVE OUR LIVES.