I love my God, I love my Family. I love my girlfriend. i love music. i love my life

Honestly I really shouldn't ever complain about anything. no matter what happens in my life i've always had something to be grateful about and those things keep adding up. i mean like with all this music stuff, i couldn't ask for more. i mean i could, but i wouldn't NEED it. but i'm still going to work towards it but yeah i was just talking with a friend about what it would be like to have no kind of aspirations or goals or plans or dreams or talent. like that really made something click in my head and answered my biggest question as to why  or how people can live life for the parties and drugs and immoral garbage. but i realized if i had nothing to be proud of or no respect for my mind i don't know what i would do. like people ask me about music and how to create and to compose and i was always like, you gotta listen and you'll hear it. the thing is the thing i listen for is a lot like my conscience and when i don't respect my conscience i can't hear that voice... so thats why a lot of people can't hear that voice! So stop being idiots and killing yourselves for a temporary high. i couldn't even explain how much it hurts to see people i grew up with falling off the way they do. i mean i'm not trying to judge anybody but where would you be if you could take back every drug you've done? how many things would you change how many decisions would you have made differently had you been sober? i hope you guys get it together because i got my space ship and i got my girl so theres no further need for me here. if you get your ship together we can all meet in space and chill! Hope to see you there!