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Last Updated: 12/12/2009

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Monday, March 17, 2008 

Current mood:  confident
Category: Life
Invisible is a state of mind. Its very different than feeling unattractive- it’s a trick your mind plays on you to protect you from judgment of any kind especially from yourself.

For me, it happened slowly- the vibrant colors left me and were replaced by muted tones of brown until the sepia tone turned into a blank page.

I walked around under the cloak of invisibility for a long time. There was a certain freedom this gave me, like not having to worry about details just functionality.

Coming back from this has been just as subtle for me. Maybe others around me saw a sudden change but it didn’t feel like that to me.

I spent a long time this morning ironing my clothes for the week; something I haven’t done in years and now this is a weekly ritual for me. I find it relaxing and meditative to listen to the spray of the starch and the sound of the steam coming from the iron.

The best part is that it’s exciting to walk out of my door again I never know what I will discover or who will discover me.
Currently listening:
Sleep Through The Static
By Jack Johnson
Release date: 05 February, 2008
3:29 AM
 
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eric mcmillian

 
crisp....but color never left you in my bias eye's, keep the chin up...as always...E
 
Posted by eric on Monday, March 17, 2008 - 3:46 AM
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$ue

 
You sound so content. Relaxed, that's good. I enjoyed reading about the "invisible woman". It was good up until the ironing part! Cant' say I get much enjoyment out of that! But hey, if it works for you......lol Have a good week! Drive careful tomorrow. I heard we are suppose to get a lot of snow! SUE
 
Posted by $ue on Monday, March 17, 2008 - 4:57 AM
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Riedel Cards

 
A very good thing, my friend. Do you know what you do no one else does? Most of us vent went we need to reach out (also healthy)... but forget to report when things go while. That is why happy events are seldom 'news worthy' on TV/paper. I suppose it's because "life is as it should be" at those times. But we as your pals here, we are glad to hear how the story is turning around!

P.S. Manitobans are known for not being fashionable. Sometimes we don't give a shit how we look; running to the store ect. Our homes may not be 'jewellery store perfect' when you come over. But you don't feel bad leaning back into our couch with legs curled and we don't care which fork you use. Wanna know the funny thing? When we FEEL like it, we have manners and elegance fit for the Queen. Prairie women are beautiful! :) But our license plates say "Friendly Manitoba" so the heart must come first. Guess that's why I built a business taking pictures of my homeland. www.members.shaw.ca/RiedelCards
 
Posted by Riedel Cards on Monday, March 17, 2008 - 4:14 PM
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