I obviously felt it coming, all the 11:11 signs, the way I was telling Admmm I couldn't see his life anymore, the way I was so down for no apparent reason. On 11th September, my eternally ecstatic love Admmm flew higher than before and isn't coming down this time. In the deep hole I have in my body, I'm ecstatic that he's finally free from a world that pained him. He taught me so much that I can't begin to say. He had endless love for everyone, even people he "didn't know" because he knew that he was them.

Through the tears, there is a huge amount of celebration for his life. Through the pain, there's a strong feeling of release. Through the feeling of not knowing how to go on, there's a sensation of bliss washing over me.

Admmm has already communicated, and is all around his loved ones. And he can help so much more from this new found place of peace.

Revel In Paradise, my Personal Jesus. I will love you eternally and promise to keep creating paradise in our planet whenever I can.

If there's someone you love so much it makes you burn, let them know today. Always let your love be known.

AND...

Always live like today is the day you found your bliss, because heaven really is here on earth: tap into it now.

xlxoxvxex