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Thursday, October 25, 2007 

Current mood:  geeky
Category: Writing and Poetry
what would you do if one day you woke up and realised all you wanted was a normal life

as far back as they can remember your family has been involved in the drug trade

they've been in it so long that they can remember the days before illegal drugs existed

your ancestors had their hand in the opium wars when the british hooked an entire nation

they ran the biggest chain of opium and hash dens in the victorian times

if sherlock holmes was a real man he would have chosen their dens to spend his time in
if opium dens still existed it would have been your family's establishments that people like amy winehouse would be photographed falling out of

these days a split has occured between your respectable family that own a famous chain of pharmacy's and your wealthier family that would call themselves street pharmacists

street pharmacists that are never on the street

they leave this to the mugs in the front line

the same way the british army would send platoon after platoon of infantry over the top to be shot down while the generals sat in relative comfort drinking whisky

there seems to be a never ending supply of people willing to risk it in view of all those cctv cameras

but your family is more intelligent than this because those on the front line dont even know who you or any of your family are

they're too low down in the chain for that

ever since you can remember drugs have been part of your life

you've got the crackhead uncle
the cokehead "it girl" aunt
the gran that needs a little morphine every now and again to deal with the pain
the mother that has a joint at least once a day to make things a little easier
the father that did just a little bit too much acid so now he's slightly tapped

and you've tried pretty much everything now

all you can ever think when your out at another outdoor party is why you never goto normal clubs
why you can never have a conversation that isnt about drugs or while your on them

you sit in a coffee house

you look around all those people sat about having normal conversations

talking about their mortgages

noone ever talks about mortgages in your household because they all have the money to buy their property outright

all you want to do is make one normal friend

someone who has never done drugs in their life

the kind of person that thinks if they take one ecstasy pill they will die

the kind of person that can get drunk from one pint

you want to spend time with someone that when they goto the toilet you know that is all they are doing

you want a job that isnt cash in hand

you want a child that wasnt conceived during a 12 hour drugsex session

you want the white picket fence
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One Deep Whitey
Scott God's Child

 
WOW!!!!!!!!!I Don't know. I've never walked in those shoes. But, my life did at one time revolve around drugs. Fortunately for me, I found a girl that is that "paranoid of drugs" normal person. She fixed me, then left me. Back to normal realities.
 
Posted by One Deep Whitey on Sunday, October 28, 2007 - 8:17 PM
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Gothfrogette
Melanie Banks

 
start living my life the way i wanted it, and work towards getting the life i wanted. and wouldn't let anything or anyone get in my way...

but then again i can say that as i don't have a family that gives a shit what i do

hugs
x
 
Posted by Gothfrogette on Sunday, October 28, 2007 - 8:17 PM
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