It's tough, trying to figure out where your life lies. Slowly, things are becoming less apparent, and more vague. Only one thing became clearer. I'm still waiting for it to resolve, waiting for a side to give, but maybe waiting isn't good enough. I've been waiting for a long time... maybe it won't come unless I help.
But I've found myself wondering if that change would be good. Confusion's a funny thing - off and on. Still, happiness lies on one side. With that happiness, there are consequences. I'll ask if I'm willing to accept them, or even if I'd be brave enough to do what's necessary. When I think about it, I'm really a coward.
Who am I to talk about myself? Your own views of you are skewed, like you're looking in a mirror in a store, one designed to make yourself look worse. Still, I can't help but think I won't have the strength. I want to, because I don't want to live in a lie, and become a liar because of that. Innocence is golden, and I want to keep mine.
Tomorrow's always changing, like it can't decide if it wants to be the best day of my life or living hell. There's always something to look forward to, though, and I just have to remember that; life will work itself out if you can remain positive in your outlook.
So here we go. Take a breath - breathe it through... Take a step. Cross the line... Are you ready?
I am.