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Last Updated: 11/20/2009

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Status: Single
City: Boston
State: Massachusetts
Country: US
Friday, October 23, 2009 

Category: Blogging

hola hola

in the last throes of packing & getting ready for a 10-day trip to china with neil, trying to wrap up everything to be mac-less over there.
i decided to go sleepless for tonight and crash on the upcoming 3-leg, 24-hour plane & airport extravaganza.
even on trips like this, i have to say...i love to fly.
i actually love feeling trapped in a plane.

people who fear flying have massive control issues. i have massive control issues in many areas (just ask anyone who's ever tried to help me with oh, ANYTHING), but i love the fact that i get to submit to the craziness of being in a metal sky-ship during flight.

nothing puts me at ease like the moment a plane detaches from the ground. most times (when i remember) i play the "are you ready to die" game.
i love this game. i ask myself if i'm ready to die. then i have to get to the point where i can honestly answer yes. i always can. or i lose. i can't lose. so i make it there somehow.
thus swaddled in my fleeting mortality and achieved liberation, i gleefully enjoy every honey-roasted peanut package as if it's my own personal Last Supper.

the first gig in singapore (info up at singaporewritersfestival.com) is springing for my flight, and before that we'll be in chengdu & shanghai and i'll basically be a tagging-along-with-neil-gaiman-girlfriend, wandering aimlessly amidst the chinese and trying not get completely lost or eaten by (rare) carnivorous pandabears.

will report back.

in the obnoxious "i fucking love twitter" department of the week, i twittered for on-the-way-to-china recommendations on a walk to the harvard bookstore yesterday and so many people raved about "wild swans" that i grabbed a copy. i love that the whole process of finding that book through trusted sources took under 5 minutes.

i also ran into blake (aka @electroblake aka yes THAT blake) in harvard square.

he was on a break from doing his angel statue:

he's made a new shirt, and he gave me one, and i'm wearing it above.
you can buy them (he screens them himself, when he's not standing still with angel wings on, collecting dollars from passers-by) at http://www.etsy.com/shop.php?user_id=5554564

all of you who have drooled over the awesome "hipsters ruin everything" shirt...it's up there, too.

for some reason, blake seems to wind up in all the best pictures ever taken anywhere, and the other day was no exception.
maybe it's because he hangs around wearing white-face and angel wings. could be.

i love this one. he's like the shadow of the angel of death....and the shoes MAKE it, honey.

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SLEEP NO MORE

some of you may have already read about this...(and some is re-pasted from theshadowbox.net).

this past sunday, i played a gig that i announced ONLY on twitter (with a link to the forum).

a week before, i went into a huge 4-story schoolhouse that was filled with art, actors, story and confusion. to call it a "play" would do it a disservice. to call it an "art installation" isn't quite right either.

whatever it is, it's theater, but it is not an ordinary piece of theater by a LONG SHOT.
what i know: a london company called PunchDrunk was invited over to Boston by the American Repertory Theater to create a site-specific piece.
they took over this huge unused old school building (must be at least 40 rooms) in brookline and made a show called "Sleep No More".

imagine "the shining" meets "macbeth" meets "twin peaks".

you don't sit and watch actors. you wander around the space, alone (and wearing a mask) and you create your own experience.
actors come and go, events unfold. you can follow actors if you wish (they generally ignore you, but they will make contact occasionally),
or you can sit alone in a beautiful room filled with christmas trees until someone walks by you.
you can discover rooms nobody else is in and rifle through dusty papers and books.
there are rooms in asylums filled with bathtubs. there are fully landscaped gardens, there are rooms filled with dirt.
there is full nudity. there are lots of tuxedos and ballgowns. there is insanity. there is sexiness.
there is murder. there are moments where everyone winds up together and moments where you can watch the most intimate scenes play out between characters.

i am so, so happy to be seeing theater like this exist. this sort of immediate, visceral, risky shit is the reason i fell in love with theater and the reason that i want to puke when i see safe, boring, paint-by-numbers theater. this is, for those who followed the drama a few years ago, much closer to what i had hoped the experience of "the onion cellar" would have been like.

if you're in boston or new york or can GET to boston, GO. it runs til january 2 and possibly later.
link to the show: http://www.americanrepertorytheater.org/events/show/sleep-no-more

anyway, this past sunday, i hooked up a ticket deal for a few hundred people and played a gig alongside the house band at the very end of the night...
we had a blast. here's hoping they get their liquor license back, that part blew.

if you were THERE: the discussion keeps going re: this play at THESHADOWBOX.NET forum: http://www.theshadowbox.net/forum/index.php?topic=9934.0

some photos...


by @artdesi, who also did the fabulous fucking hair and make-up...

these photos by the wonderful ron nordin...

singing "all of me" with annie, the on-duty house singer (who SHREDS)...

.....and here's a clip of me singing "my funny valentine" to the lost-in-china neil gaiman, shot by lee barron.

neil indeed DID get on the internet eventually :)
he saw and loved it.
he especially liked how you could hear somebody say "and pandas" in the background.

next stop, VEGAS BABY.

love.

AFP

p.s. there will be a few blogs posted in my absence....one will be my long-lost open letter to robert smith, one will be a bunch of tour news, etc, and ALSO the new #LOFNOTC shirt will get pimped (we got enough orders to make them!!! yay).

p.s.s. also...this just in.....the a.r.t. needs stewards/volunteers to guide people through the dark during the production of sleep no more. click on "sign up" on the right of http://www.americanrepertorytheater.org/events/show/sleep-no-more

the minimum age for volunteering is 18.

The Graduate Zombie

 
Beautiful song!

I think I want that hipster shirt... It's funny.

Have fun in... er... china?  Is that where you're going.

Mindy

 
Posted by The Graduate Zombie on Friday, October 23, 2009 - 6:05 PM
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Danielle

 
Sounds fucking wonderful. All of it.
Especially sleep no more. Sounds real. I want to be there.

love,

dani

 
Posted by Danielle on Friday, October 23, 2009 - 6:06 PM
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Kambriel

 
What I love is how when you're on an airplane, you're referred to as a "soul".  As in X number of souls on board...

Ironically, I just wrote you about a future living statue possibility ~ let me know what you think ~when~ you can!

 
Posted by Kambriel on Friday, October 23, 2009 - 6:14 PM
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It Girl. Rag Doll.
Bethany Godfrey

 
yessssss. come to vegassssss.

 
Posted by It Girl. Rag Doll. on Friday, October 23, 2009 - 6:18 PM
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Dusty Button
Madame Cat

 
You are beautiful. Everything about you, and the life you live.
 
Posted by Dusty Button on Friday, October 23, 2009 - 6:46 PM
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Dymphnasis

 
I always think "I could not love her more". Then I do.

 
Posted by Dymphnasis on Friday, October 23, 2009 - 7:21 PM
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Acharis

 
I wish I could say flying still doesn't bother me (it at least doesn't as much as it used to) but I still usually need some valium at some point

 
Posted by Acharis on Friday, October 23, 2009 - 8:31 PM
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Aoife
Aoife O' Callaghan

 
I live in Cork, Ireland and during our year as European Capital of Culture (2005) a local theatre had a thing like Sleep No More on. Basically people went into the theatre and a few actors were dotted around the place - in the corridors, on the stage, in the dressing rooms, at the entrance, everywhere. Nobody knew who the actors were or where they were - people could follow other people and see if a storyline was emerging or not etc. It was amazing, nobody was prompted to go to any particular part of the theatre, it was completely open for wandering through (and its pretty big and old.)

That kind of stuff should happen more often!

And your little piece at the start of this blog about flying will help me think differently about it in the future - at the moment I'm a bit of a scaredy cat :)

<3

Aoife x

 
Posted by Aoife on Friday, October 23, 2009 - 10:32 PM
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Uncle N

 
I'm not scared of flying. It's the prospect of hitting the ground with a dull thud that makes me nervous.

 
Posted by Uncle N on Friday, October 23, 2009 - 11:41 PM
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lentower knows who killed amanda palmer
len tower jr

 
when it happens,
it's neither dull nor a thud

 
Posted by lentower knows who killed amanda palmer on Saturday, October 24, 2009 - 10:55 AM
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Trixy Emily Grace
Trixy Emily Grace

 
oohh, you're like a lempicka painting! and sounding very beautiful, much loved my funny valentine. have a fun adventure in china!

 
Posted by Trixy Emily Grace on Friday, October 23, 2009 - 11:55 PM
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Lewis Allan, editor of "The Force"
Lewis Allan

 
Damn. I want to be in that show!

 
Posted by Lewis Allan, editor of "The Force" on Saturday, October 24, 2009 - 1:43 AM
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chris con

 
oh my god. you look so beautiful in the video/photos. i cant get over it.
 
Posted by chris con on Saturday, October 24, 2009 - 3:28 AM
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Lynn

 
I'm thinking it's time for another trip back east!  Have a wonderful time in China!

 
Posted by Lynn on Saturday, October 24, 2009 - 5:11 AM
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lentower knows who killed amanda palmer
len tower jr

 
sleep no more is so good,
people in nyc, nj, ny, and new england
should come to boston to immerse
themselves in it!


 
Posted by lentower knows who killed amanda palmer on Saturday, October 24, 2009 - 10:49 AM
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lentower knows who killed amanda palmer
len tower jr

 
if you can't afford to go to sleep no more,
volunteer to steward,
it's as much a blast, as being paid audience

note i can afford to go many nights,
but have been stewarding instead

see a's p.s.s, above
 
Posted by lentower knows who killed amanda palmer on Saturday, October 24, 2009 - 10:50 AM
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Graphomaniac

 
I think the idea of a more primitive artist is revolutionizing the way the entertainment world is being run. People like you are creating music for music, not for anything else (I mean, otherwise you'd have a mansion and butlers named Jeeves or some great British name). I hope more follow in your footsteps.
Kate

 
Posted by Graphomaniac on Sunday, October 25, 2009 - 7:24 AM
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g.
George-bob Awesomepants

 
last week I gave money to the first living statue I'd seen in years, even people that were kind of scared of him still gathered round for ages.
have fun in china =] x
 
Posted by g. on Monday, October 26, 2009 - 6:34 PM
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Julienne [dF]

 
I watched a neil gaiman movie. mirror mask. it was amazing.
 
Posted by Julienne [dF] on Wednesday, October 28, 2009 - 5:45 AM
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