Heather-poo,

I get anxious like that too sometimes. It makes it kind of hard for me to make decisions and stick with things. I don't deal well with uncertainty, and that's partly related to people. Sometimes though, you just have to put yourself out there and see what happens, even though it's really scary.

I love ya, and I'm very happy that I'll be around you more. I'm really looking forward to seeing you in November. And you, you're welcome over to my place whenever you want to come over.
 

hah, i am the same exactly. isn't it uncomfortable? it comes from the fear. or does the fear come from the uncomfortable? and maybe the uncomfortable is just... how it is. it's hard to be around other people and just not talk to them, but if it's someone new, what do you even have to talk about, right? jokes are key =)
 

hey, myspace ate my enters =( that's supposed to be 'blah blah' skip a line 'blah blah' but it just came out as 'blahblahb lahblah' with spaces instead of enters. does tech support not know that i convey my voice through the composition of my line breaks? OMG, doesn't tech support know that MYSPACE IS SERIOUS BUISNESS? i'm just testing... actually.
to see if it does it again =P
 

OMG BASTARDS! maybe if i put an extra space in. like this. like she did up there maybe.

 

Don't feel bad. I have anxiety too. Almost to the point where I don't want to leave my house. I just moved into my new place, and I am getting married, and my ex is taking me back to court, and my daughter just started Kindergarten. Things are happening so quickly. I sometimes think about just hiding in a closet or something, just to get away from all of the stress, and not deal with life. It sucks sometimes.

Just thought I'd share a little bit of my experiences with you. Hope you don't mind. I hope to hear from you soon. It has been a long time since we have hung out. I have been talking to Amy Thompson lately, and she is getting married as well. I have also been talking to Amanda Rasler, and she is doing good. We should all get together and hang out together. That would be awesome.

Talk to you later