Something's missing. But it's not.

I don't know why, but last night I was watching the Princess Diaries 2 for some cheezy good fun, and I kept wanting to cry at the weirdest times. I'm not PMSing, so it totally threw me off. It's not exactly a sad movie either... Why so sad, Heather? I have no clue! Just time for another breakdown I guess... just waiting for that one little stupid thing that's gonna set me off and have me crying half the day. Oddly, things that might make sense to have me getting emotional are stirring up a good deal of nothing. Maybe it's lack of sleep. I miss sleep. Tomorrow night will be my next chance at a more full night's sleep. I'm telling myself it's all just stress. I want to cry be miserable because I'm stressed out. Work has been intense lately and I haven't been getting much sleep (4 hours max if I'm lucky). Goddamn I need a serious vacation. Lucky for me I'm gonna be taking a week off in November to drive cross-country with Jen. Hopefully it doesn't hurt me too much financially. I just have way too much to worry about and it's dragging me down.

Maybe I should start painting again...