Well, it finally seems as though all the bullshit and drama may be over... Nathan's bi-polar crap seems to have leveled back out... I'm tired of it. So f-ing tired of pleasant Nathan one day, then nasty angry-for-no-reason Nathan the next day. This is one of the reasons why I broke up with him, and he has done nothing but solidify all of it for me and others. I may have thought him and I could be friends... but Nathan has flushed all hope of that down the toilet. His extreme lack of respect for me is just too much. Not only that, but his lack of respect for anyone besides himself... it constantly has me shaking my head because I know he will never change. He may say he is going to be a better person, but I know that it is impossible. He is way too self-centered and egotistical to ever have any respect for those around him. Maybe he has some respect for Jen, lucky her, but that's it. I fully expect an apology from him before I could ever think about being his friend. I know I am not the only one who thinks I deserve an apology. I am also not the only one he should apologize to... but with that said, I am done.

At least now I know who my real friends are...