Self Medicated

Consume it, touch it,
Want it whore,
This is what you have,
What you do...

Here for your use,
Bruise you, Grab you,
Fuck you..

Self medicate

Here for your use,
Grind you, tie you,
Straight up bind you,
Bend you, Break you,

Self medicate

Here for your use,
Start again,
Scratch you, fill you,
Grope you,
Will you...?

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Mental

You don't know,
Don't know what i need
I need a shot of Vodka
Maybe a little weed

I need to remove myself
From this place
I want to Scream
To many things i have to face
To many things i have to see

Hurt and hopeless
I just keep fighting
I act so fearless
But I'm so damn scared

I'm scared of feeling
I'm scared of the past
I'm scared of whats real

This is just a mask
To cover when I'm hurting
I never take it off
Afraid to ask for help

I act to proud
I am so weak
I'm out of lies
I'm to tired to live
But I'm to scared to die

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Monobioctomy

You took them from me
You took them all
You did it quick
With out a sound

Cant you let me be,
Be alone
Alone a word to firmiler
At times can be repetitive

So forgetful now
Because nothing matters
Your words echo
In one ear out the other

You want to forget now?
Forget not to worry?
To not have to do anything?

It gets old having no heart
But its hard
When you took them all
You did it quick
Without a sound

A hit for a hit
You hurt me i hurt myself
No self control left
No fear no worrys

I just want it back
I want the time
The people
The momments

Its gone my life
Remember how it is?
How you wanted it
A hit for a hit
you hurt me
I hurt myself

This wont happen anymore
Or not for much longer
If we keep living like this
There wont be any living left to do

You took them all
You did it quick
Without a sound
But now lets add some captions

Of a heart stopping...
and eyes rolling back in a head..
and pills dropping..