It isn't normal to me to write here.
I only have... three entries, I think.
But today I felt that.. I had to wirte.
Nothing so special to say, but.. that's because sometimes silence is better.
Or.. well..
 
Right now I have so many words inside me. Words.. that I have to keep inside me. Because the person who deserve my soul it's..
 
It's far away, so far.
 
Everyday I get more and more.. in love.
And so I know it's... it's useless to love someone that you'll never have by your side.
But it's such so magical..
I write for him. Everyday. Every second of my life I think about him. He's on my mind, inside my heart.
When I can write to him I.. I can her my heart
I've been waiting so long to hear my heart beating..
And he'll never be with me.
But I'd give my everything to see him smiling, to see the happines in his eyes..
He's so special, and he can't believe it. But he's unique. The first boy in my life that has been so.. SO special..
 
He's the beauty. His eyes are a sea. He's light.
He's a bird, with his nice wings flying all over this black sky..
 
 
And he'll never know my feelings..
Or maybe he know them, but.. I don't know if he cares..
Anyway, I... love him.
It's difficult to understand, so much difficult.
Too difficult..