Its been almost 2 years since my last post on here..
I'm in my second year of college now.
I have no clue where I'm going in life,
and I don't know where I want to go....
I have these hopes and dreams that I know are impossible to fulfill,
and yet I keep striving for them.

Ughhh.

I've still never had a boyfriend, still never experienced anything special or exciting.

I want it.. But no one knows how to handle me. And I don't know if I'll ever find anyone that can.

Only time will tell.

I also need something new, a new setting, a new life, new friends, new experiences. If only I could find this maybe things will start looking up.

-wishing and hoping-