I'm pretty glad to delete all my old blog entries.
Some of them were so dumb.

Just to let you know, first off, that this blog isn't about any particular thing
that happened or person.  It's just stuff I've been sitting around thinking about
and felt the need to post. Cause you know, if you blog about it, you'll change the world - No biggie really.

On the subject of anger issues.
Idk, I've been hearing a bunch of "well he's a douche and she's a bitch" sort of stuff latley.
(not that I don't dish some of those comments out myself)
But I'm justing thinking...
People should have the liseance to be irrationally angry sometimes.
(that includes ability to throw heinous temper tantrums and stomp around like
a spoiled 4 year old)

Maybe it's therapeutic.

I'm not saying we should just freak out at every little thing, (figured I'd put
that in bold for the people who seem to overlook comments like that)
but it's just aggrivating when you're simply not allowed to be angry in somebody else's eyes.
Why am I angry?
Should I be angry?
Is this really going to change anything?
Fuck if I know, but all emotions should be balanced out equally so anger
shouldn't be totally excluded.
I just AM angry.  I don't know why and I don't care.  Just let me be, ya know?
The point I'm getting at is that it's not WRONG.
Btw, I'm actually in a good mood while writing this, just to let you know. lol.


On another note, I'm deticating myself to being a better person.
How so?  Well, I'm going to start exersising for one, but other than that I'm also
going to just be better.  I'm sure if you know me, you know that I've done
some shitty things in my life and I'm changing that.  Well, I'm aware that I can't
change the past, but I can change how I am and how I act.  I've made a real ass
of myself plenty of times, I know.  I don't really want to continue to.
Basically I'm going to do everything in my power to do what I feel like is actually
the right thing instead of what my emotions/selfishness leads me to.  Yeah, I mean it.
I guess it'd be lame to pubicly apologise to people.. But if I've wronged you in any way,
trust me, I know I have, and I have thought about it a lot and felt horrible about it.

More shit about myself here... I'm becoming so much more crafty latley.
I've been cooking up a storm now that I have my own kitchen and I've been stumbling upon
all sorts of great craft sites and such.  Do you have some sort of artistic trade? Teach it to me.
I have lots of time on my hands.  xD

I guess to conclude this rambling, I should let you guys know that the movie Role Models is prolly
one of the most hilarious ones I've ever seent.  I three heart it.  Go see it.  Paul Rudd's in it. (so there)